bday30 - morning surprise from as

once i reach the office, from far, i see this lovely thingy on my workstation..

surprise!

feel so touched!

my eyes gone wet lo :~

nice one!

dialogue mich-as

sis called at the time when i was staring at the bday gift. i told her, my eyes gone wet. then sis said, hmm what happened? why not feeling happy.. i told sis, i just received a gift. 'cheh~ u r too happy is it? haiyo, i thot anything oooo' :p

lunch time, we went to sushi king. bday treat i take it. so i makan only, i tak tau malu one never ask ppl how much i need to pay. thanks doreen for booking the table :) thanks a lot gals for treating me this ^_^ as said '30 already, old already la' i said, hey baru 30 ok! then doreen said 'i just about to say 'welcome to join my group' helo~~~!!! am only 30 nia la!

1st day of promotion, sempena my bday :p

long queue~!!

hani, anis, as ^_^

didnt take doreen n yokie pic :(

bday voucher from GreenBox

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friday night. so undecided to go to ktv, or just makan makan at asia cafe or subang hitech or steamboat at bukit tinggi. but after >2.5 hours waiting for komuter train at kl sentral, i decided to go greenbox karaoke for the free flow drinks n food. i was so hungry though my stomach was full of GAS! hey, asap keluar u know when i was waiting train at kl sentral. i think it was pc fair at kl convention center, then friday night - ppl balik kampung, so crowded! i was sweating n super hot! the air ventilation, ada ke? when we followed the system-Q queueing up at the red lines, then for the following train, you were asking to q-up at blue line, then sekejap lagi green line. hello! sudah bengang for not squezzing in the train after 4-5 trains came n went, then somemore need to checking for the system-q color when so many ppl stepping on or 'behind' the yellow line. u cant even see which color is at where lo. when u were the 1st at the red line, then when the next train coming, u would be the last at the green line! ppl started marah n shouting. from 5:40pm to nearly 8pm, at last, the officer's brain started functioning, let us ride on the empty train which was from kl sentral. ppl clapped hands for this ok! u can feel so harmony scene when different races n nationalities hooray for a same goal! :p n it was full also. i managed to get in la at last.. standing also very happy already :(

thanks to sis, never give me any negative face expression when i reached batu tiga station. very kind of her, it was raining, she came with umbrella n fetched me into the car. so touched! really love her la! :* since we can get free bday voucher from GreenBox membership, so we didnt want to miss the chance to go for free pax lo. pay for 1 then 2 can makan n sing. called up mummy, asked if she can help to sleepkan bbb, then mummy said ok lo :D sis said hor, tonite mama is very happy n cannot sleep one, coz her new car just arrived today :p naughty daughters kekeke..

wondering it was coincidence or sis did it purposely, all the sad love songs were in the list. so sing n sing hor, then made me think of sadly part then tears dropping. then sis said, it's ok, tonite here is for u, u can cry as much as u can. then she continued singing, then i started sisi-sut sut with tissue paper. sekejap lagi, can hear sis also shaking voice. felt so sorry to disturb her feeling. then felt funny also, bcoz when we reached aeon bukit tinggi, sis said, luckily we r not the type of ppl, when 1 ppl feeling sad n crying, another one also non stop crying together. so at least, still got 1 person is awake to the fact. but then, when she saw me cry, she cried also :p i know she could feel what i was feeling. this is sisters are all about :) frankly, my tears stopped when i saw her crying hehe..

it was a great night. we sing n sing till 2am+ this is 1 of the benefits for 2 of us staying in the same house. we can go back home together in the same car. then, how nice to have cinema n karaoke staying nearby to our house. in 5 minutes, we can reach home n close the door already :)

share some pic here. tired look la.. coz after work ma.

my dinner at Greenbox Karaoke


i love mashed potato.. even though the instant one not tasted super nice :)

just started, still bersemangat. i like this pic ^_^

ok, as usual, being wu liao :p

after few hours.. tired look neh..

me look big n chan~

yes, love is beautiful coz it gives us surprises, happiness, pain, n appreciation

we grow in love ^_^

my pregnancies tag

i like this tag. been thinking to do it for my 2 pregnacies. at last i have completed it :) shared the pregnancies n bbb baby pic which i had edited in year 2007 ^+^

1. WERE YOUR PREGNANCIES PLANNED?
1st: yes. was trying for 4 mth
2nd: yes. we dont want to have big age gap between children, no protection after 1st pregnancy

2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?
1st: registered legally :p no chinese wed ceremony. didnt plan to have one in fact
2nd: after the chinese wed ceremony. hmm 3mth

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
1st: surprised! coz been getting dissapointment for 3 mth. would be the last try if didnt get pregnant. happy but try to be secretive :p
2nd: had the feel to do the urine test even it was 4 days before period day. very light line.. keeping it to myself until the next morning, checked on 1st urine in the morning :p

4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU?
no! i enjoy pregnancy, i love my babies!

5. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
1st: soon to be 26
2nd: soon to be 27

6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
1st: montly urine test check
2nd: feeling too tired > urine test

7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
1st: did the test together with sis. ya crazy sisters, so excited! then laogong, laogong hug n kiss me. then went out to look for dad who was having a walk with my dog nikie ^_^
2nd: laogong 'sure or not?' i showed him the urine test result hehe

8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
of course. asked the gynae each time i do checkup. but i only got to know bbb sex, when gynae took them out from my belly :( 'is baby ok?' 'ya, u have beautiful baby' 'hmm gal or boy ar?' 'har? u dont know ar? it's a boy!' :p

9. DUE DATE?
1st: 1st november 2005
2nd: 1st december 2006

10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
1st: only in the evening at the beginning stage, not serious
2nd: feeling nausea.. morning sickness still ok..

11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
1st: nope. very good eating habits. mama home cook.
2nd: early stage, bread. after that, just as normal

12. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
no one. nothing. i enjoyed my pregnancies. really, the most happy moment in my life :D

13. WHAT WAS YOUR CHILDREN SEX?
1st: boy
2nd: gal n gal

14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
no. never think to have gal or boy. had 2 boys n 2 gals name in my diary since year 2004 :) but they were not the name am using for bbb

15. HOW MANY KGs DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
1st: 15kg. once delivered, dropped 10kg. n am still keeping the remaining 5kg :(
2nd: 9kg. losing weight actually. once delivered, dropped nearly 10kg

16. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
1st: my wedding luncheon considered? :p bb was nearly 3mth at the time

2nd: nope. quiet one. need time to adapt myself as a mother of 3 babies :p

17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
on? it was a shock when i got to know it was twins at the mth of 4 to 5. coz we dont have family background on twins babies. so everytime when i went for check up, 'doctor, confirm got the hearts with heart beats ar? u sure har, it is baby not any other thing har' :p

18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
1st: smooth one. i drive 1.5 hours journey to the office n drive back home with traffic jam alone :) climb 3 floor staircases up n down many times a day in the office. work till i deliver ^_^but.. suddenly blood pressure gone high from 120 to 190 suddenly, so i need to be induced, tak jadi, emergency operation theather :(
2nd: nice one. coz blood pressure gone high coz of carrying twins since early stage. so have to home rest since mth 4. finished all my medical leave, hospitalisation leave, paid leave, unpaid leave hmmm.. admitted once at nearly mth 7 coz contraction. asked to discharge coz wanted to helping out in my brother's wedding :p then admitted nearly 1 week after the wed ceremony in the 1st stage preterm labour room, everyday controlling the serious contraction until my heart couldnt take it then went in OT

19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
subang jaya medical centre

20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
1st: induced 4am-11am in labour room. then less than an hour in OT
2nd: less than an hour

21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
1st: my dad. just wanted to go to get MC sheet to be lazy at home, coz not feeling comfortable with the contraction. but doctor asked me to stay a night to monitor the condition as i stayed far from the hospital. mana tau, midnite blood pressure buat hal :p
2nd: hubby sent me to the hospital n he went to work. thot to have normal checkup, but serious contraction i was having..

22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
1st: gynae, another doctor, n helpers
2nd: gynae, another doctor, pediatrician, some of the young n cute trainees :p

23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
1st: unplanned c-section
2nd: planned c-section on the unplanned date - my scheduled date was 8 november 2006

24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
c-section injection. after delivery, no painkiller for me, am allergic to painkiller :(

25. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?

1st: 2.89kg
2nd: 2.1kg - they have same birth weight, height, head measurement n ya, sex :p

26. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
1st: 1st october 2005
2nd: 17 october 2006

27. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
1st: shone jay thea royee 程泺溢
2nd: angelina thea roinn 程泺颖 n evangeline thea robei 程泺蓓

28. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
1st: 3Y 6M 2D
2nd: 2Y 5M 2W 3D

Are You Going to Heaven or Hell?

You Are Going to Heaven

You're so saintly you're practically an angel, and there's no other place for you than heaven. You are always concerned with doing the right thing. You consider being a good person a joy... not a burden. You're not perfect, and you don't expect anyone else to be. You are ethical without being sanctimonious about it. You are happy with yourself and the decisions you've made. And that's what's important.

so i am practically an angel. imperfect angel :p i used to set my contact name as 'devil doll' in laogong's phone. i think, sometime we need to haev a little bit evil element then only ppl wont bully us. 'i am radiskull, i will kill u 1 by 1.. i am radiskull, i will kill u just for fun!' i love this animation movie clip since many many years ago.. maybe, i have been thinking to be naughty :p anyway, love this test result :*

so, shonejay angels.. the angels are - angelina, evangeline, n michelle mummy~ wahh.. laogong is so lucky to have all of us ooo :p

transformation

year 2005 - 1st pregnancy, daughter in law, thea family, 1st car, 1st house

year 2006 - mama for a boy then twin angels joining the fun n joy

year 2007 - a house owner, a working mama, a house wife, cleaning washing tiring happy
year 2008 - laogong away from home, handling families issues, bkt31, maid

year 2009 Q1 - transformed mindset, change n adapt to changes

within these 4 years, i have gone matured. my mindset n thought do change.

changes?

my silly laughters reduced, smile of happiness n satisfaction increased ^_^

my tears increased, my relationship with God closer, be more thankful for what i am having :)

my weight increased - working to reduce it - last year end till now, static to 5kg lost :S malunya

cloth sizes increased - 1 size reduced so far ^_^

skin less firm - more lotions, cocoa butter, looking for suitable treatments

panda eyes, less sleep, less rest, more NO! - because of bbb

my hair shorter n shorter - just started to keep it longer

expenses on skincare increased - need richer nutrien n all the firming, toning, lift up :S

started taking supplement hmmm..

face mask - weekly

perfume, color on lips - sometime need those cosmetic things to build confidence

from adventure trip, to the sky n the sea

from night person, to sunny sweetie ~@~

from a quiet gal, to talkative mummy --- comment from my brother :S

from more pictures, to more words - choice of book

from blue to red to green - favorite color

plain water to warm plain water n hot green tea

knowledge, experience, wisdom grow everyday

being stronger n stronger - told my friend, once become mother, then the sky is the limit :p

anything remains the same?

love n respect to parents n siblings

caring to friends n ppl around

still an angel ^0^- laogong non stop mentioning this, he feels pressure to do naughty things :p

love this universal, love the life journey, love laogong :*

love to share, love to observe, love to learn, love books n songs, photography, love new tech

oh ya.. from y2002 till now - maxis maxis maxis :p - loyalty subscriber n employee! (hope we can get good rebate for new lauching 3G iPhone :p tomolo is the launch~)

what now?

ya.. march ending.. i think, i am ready to step forward, to the age of 30! ^_^ aiya, suddenly wrinkle issue came to my mind :( takpe la, as long as everyday can kiss my shonejay angels bbb soft skin, nice smell, cute faces, lovely actions, wetty kisses :p warm hug, chances for me to learn patience n time management, trained my heart muscle :p no la, i just simply love my bbb so much!

would be on leave tomolo, papa mama will travel to china, so as what my colleague said 'happy holiday, be a good mother ya!' hehe.. i am a good mother, who only hit children with my own hands - no rotan, let's together feel the pain ^_^

where is happiness?

feel so touched to receive the envelop from my kawan nana. so touch! terharu u know, speechless.. felt to hug nana when i saw this :~ of course, there is office doc inside the envelop :p bad, my camera got no battery today :( so only snapped the pic with my handphone. in fact, thanks nana for giving me little surprise once a while like this, i keep all these envelopes ^_^ they are LOVE to me.. full of friendship love :* thanks nana xoxo

our genting outing pic

honestly, today i am a bit down. bad hair day i think. at the same time, i feel love. thanks friends n sis. they are many ppl around me love me n care about me, i think, i need to refresh myself, there is no reason for my to be down since i have so much love. right? to those we concern about me, worried me, love me... dont worry, i am doing alright here :)

But whatever is I want you to be happy. You r the sunshine to us :) - arputha

got this from a forwarded mail.. share with u all..

One day, the young lion asked his mom: "Mom, where is the happiness?"Mom replied: "It's on your tail." So the young lion keeps on chasing after his tail. But after a whole day of trying, he failed to get the happiness that was on his tail.Then he told his mom about this, his mom smiled and said: "Son, you don't really need to chase after your happiness, as long as you keep going and moving forward, your happiness will always be with you."

You can't decide the length of life, but you can control how you want to live it.

You can't control the weather, but you can control your mood.

You can't change your look, but you can smile.

You can't control others, but you can control yourself.

You can't foresee tomorrow, but you can utilize today wisely.

You can't win everything, but you can try your very best to achieve that..

Hope everyone can face the daily life positively and always happy...

i am number 4

Anda adalah seorang yang amat degil dan rajin. Mungkin anda akan menjauhkan orang lain daripada anda kerana kata-kata anda. Anda seorang yang bertimbang rasa akan masalah orang lain. Anda berbakat dalam penyelidikan dan seni. Anda akan membantu ahli keluarga atau kawan-kawan yang menghadapi masalah tanpa berfikir panjang. Anda kena berhati-hati dengan orang sekeliling anda kerana mereka mungkin akan mempergunakan anda. Kawan-kawan anda akan menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit anda dan selepas itu menjauhi daripada anda apabila anda dah tak ada nilai buat mereka lagi. Walau bagaimanapun anda tetap seorang yang sabar dan tegas. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 8.

well.. as what my kawan said 'proud to be number 4' but when i think deeper.. hmmm quite pity, 'ppl will spend all my time n money n run away from me when i have no value to them' why should i being bullied n being cheated for my love? treat ppl with sincere heart then ppl take advantage on this n bully me. ai.. this is life, n this is me. maybe, everything has been set.. destiny. what i need to do is, appreciate n treasure the very moment when the person or friend or the love one is being true to me. then it is enough.

ok, ideal partner? luckily hubby is number 1, n my sis n my papa too! royee also~ oh.. another special one is also number 1! ya, angels are number 8! hehehe.. ok ok.. this made me happy silly~ kekeke :p

which type of wife r u?

你算是模范女子的佼佼者，不止入得厨房出得厅堂，还有自己的事业，深得男人心之余，女人也会以你为榜样。你坚持要有自己的事业，不用老公养，且具备中国传统女性的美德，无论工作有多忙，你都一定会抽空打理家务，照顾家人，相对来说家庭是你的首选。

hmmm.. for me, a good wife is also needs support from husband so she can remain to be a good wife or be a better wife. if husband just dont appreciate what the wife has done for him n the family, then the wife might be tired n lazy to maintain this role.

Danger Mouse

who is danger mouse? - He's The Best He's The Greatest He's The Greatest Secret Agent In The World! He's The Ace - He's Amazing... He's the Strongest... He's The Quickest.... He's The Best!

You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

Wah wah.... So true.... ~ kak norida

hmmm.. 'dont let your passion confuse u with reality' well.. will look into this.. ^_^