Nov start

Don't rate me as a failed mother - as you are not my children.
Rate me fairly as a wife - by considering my roles contribution and time schedule.

What a start for month of November post. Hmm.

Anyway. What's up for November? An exciting month!

Week0 - doing some network test for the company + treasure hunt. Joining iphone6 delivery too! See if I can grab one for my sis :p

Week1 - project kick off and series of workshops in the schedule. Need to get rid of the pimples on my face before I scare end users off from the workshop presentation :D

Week2 - church having psalm reciting competition. Can't wait for the full rehearsal and on stage performance for my cell group. Competition like this, fellowship enhanced, creativity goes wild too! Again, I am in the role of sound effect director :p

Week3 - conduct workshops for 3 days. Attend external training for a day. Then.. Hula! I am flying off!

Week4 - call me as sweetie traveller! :D

Time flies. Children started got their final exam result. Eva dropped a class - competition is the 1st class is always stressful to cope. Haven't got angel and royee result. Can see royee's performance improved. Anyway, I told them I have to remind you for not dropping class again in year 2015, I am not scolding you, but you need to put in effort to make sure yourself are excelling in your school performance. I can accept you are not smart, but I can't accept you drop class because of your laziness. anyhow, Eva commenting - why you scolded me! I am only drop to a top performer class too ma :~

Not only putting pressure to my children to move forward in the next year. Me too pushing myself to improve my skillset at work too. But I realized that, I pick up new thing a bit slow now. Age concern? Or I fear for failure? Or I just being not good in the field? Hmm..

Till then. To close november this exciting month. Then welcome december jingle lingle month :D

december -
christmas celebration for Sunday school children.
Mummy and daughters christmas outing ^^
Haagen Daaz celebration with bbb

Happy November!



To show new shoes :D

20oct togetherness

Blessed to have sis with me in the journey to work :)


The ordinary became extraordinary because of sis companion :)

When we are talking about what's next in our life plan, as a working mother, we always look for personal me-time to get relieved from the hectic schedule with work, with children, with the family.



This book's introduction has caught my attention - mother, are you feeling exhausted? 妈妈，您辛苦吗？a question that brought out the feeling of all the mothers I would assume, at least, for me. There are so many roles a mother playing, how to get all the roles balance is not an easy task. Bought this book for best friend mei, hope she get inspired from the book :)

that day laogong mentioned this, "if I were your wife, I would considerate you whenever possible, make the house at the tip top condition, treat you perfectly". Well, I can sense the vow on what my husband seeking from me. I also feel regret for not playing my role as a wife to at least good ranking. Ok ok, will try to be a good one that make you proud - one day even at my old time :D



Sometime I do reflect myself towards my cell group members families. Their houses are clean and not messy. Their children are well trained to help out housework and in good manner. Husband and wife respecting each other and showing love in all small little thing. Something I always get inspired and to practise in my family. Cannot be lazy in another word.

So we have 10 more weekends to come to year end of 2014.
2x travelling
1x cell group christmas night
1x Sunday school christmas celebration
Gonna be an exciting and busy year end closing with lots of activities and celebration preparation.

When we talk about 2015, sis has better plan. Our mission is to find more personal time for ourselves. So from then, hope we will have better emotion management and brighter day :D



Hehe children growing up..


Am getting older..


Happy Monday and good week ahead!

Embarrassed day

This morning when I was having breakfast at the kopitiam, a guy came to share the table with me. So he was eating the nasi lemak pack, when the roti bakar came to our table, I picked up the roti bakar from his table side - with the thought 'well, this is mine!'Hmm wrong order, that was a steamed roti. I continued to eat the wrong order. A while, another roti bakar came to me, opps! I have wrongly taken the guy's steamed bread >< anyhow, this gentleman made it very gentle, he took 'my roti bakar' as his..I alone feeling so embarrassed.. Very quick I swallowed all the bread and coffee, paid the bill, ran off @_@

Last few days, i took my breakfast at the same kopitiam, then managed to get in the train on time, got a comfortable seat. A while later, a girl came to me 'miss, you punya zip sudah buka, nampak you punya belakang semua' what?! Immediately I touched my back, I got my bra and then.. Panties! Oh no!



Imagine this.. The dress zip don't know when has been broken, then my back is naked! I got the girl to help to zip it, but 'miss, I Dah try, tak boleh' aaaahhh 'takpe takpe, i turun' long story cut short, I walked crossed the bridge at the terminal, then walked to the washroom, got the zip temporarily fixed, walked to the car park, took my car went back home and changed dress.


Sent the message to the male boss, with this reason 'problem with my dress zip' @_@ I didn't want to think of, from when this naked show happened - at the kopitiam? When I crossing the road? When I walked slowly and singing on the way to catch the train? How many eyes with messed this? Aaahhhh what a day start.


Best thing still, a good sis of me got her joke of the day!

Enough for oct, hope no more silly stuff happening in the next 2 weeks kekkeke.



My angel drawing mummy :) cute gal huh - sweet mummy :p



Oh ya, yesterday we got this showing in company intranet. So, you can see me and team member cute faces over the net. Colleagues talked about it, we syiok sendiri over it. Hehe. Some story sharing on what the small improvement we done in our daily work to make a change of the routine that bring benefits. My colleague describe this - cute = ugly but adorable. Anyhow, my definition is cute = cute. That's it. Hahaha :D

Happy Tuesday!

All are special

Spending time browsing at Facebook, reading few nice articles sharing this morning. Conclusion is, the world is so big, people hearts can be very narrow small. There are cruel and inhuman people polluting this beautiful world village, and yet, there are people bringing out their warm kind heart to spread more love to hearts.


神就照着自己的形象造人，乃是照着他的形象造男造女。
创世记 1:27
So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them.
Genesis 1:27

We all are special. We don't need to be like some any other one as God won't do mistake in his creation ^^

Read something few days back on depression. This silent killer can always being neglected.






























Every new day is an opportunity to grow. We are special and we are loved. Stop and look around, you will find all the little love are surrounding you ^^ treasure our everyday. As everyday is a blessing .



Smile and have a happy long weekend!

Month end

Now we are at the moment to discuss my October babies bday celebration.


The chat is all about I will have the big bday party for my children at the age of 10, 12, 16, 18, 21. The rest mummy no more be incharged :p

At this 988 age, children are wishing for bday presents. Bigger boy and gals toys or accessories. Looking for idea for bday cake deco, don't want children comment as 'childish'.

In Sunday school, there are always children at the age of 11 and 12, they don't sing and do action during praise and worship session. I always like to target this group of students, 'come, teacher sings and you do the action or you do the singing then teacher do the action' some cuter boys follow me. Then you can listen to the boys' friends whispering 'hey, stop doing this, you look so girly, this is a girl song' hahaha in real soon, am going to experience those challenging moments with my teenagers children :)



So what is on for today - the last day of September 2014. Supposed to look for bday present for royee boy, just realized I have a workshop session over lunch time. Hmm. This morning, when I was about to leave the house, I said bye bye to the boy who walking towards shower room.

Mummy: bye bye~
Royee: ....
Mummy: Bye Bye!
Royee: ...
Mummy: hello! Bye! Bye!

Then the boy came to me, yes, in his bday suit and smiling at me. He looked so wanting for my hug, but at this age, he was shy to speak it out. I just got closer to him and hugged him.

Royee: bao bao (hug hug)
Mummy: why should I hug a naked boy in the morning ya?

Royee and mummy laughing ^^

I hope the bonding need gonna stay in us till children grown up. And I wonder, till which age, they still allow mummy to see them hug them - with their naked bodies :p



Read on the Japanese family members bathing together. This is not common in our culture. However, at my home, it is a common thing for me and children being naked in the room and do the talking ^0^

Reaching office. Wish for a productive Tuesday ^^


Found this amusing.. :p

2909 Monday

Having runny nose. Guess my body is tired.


Do you like your current you?

Hmmm.. Throwback moment. I am not at my peak of health. Though I don't have those high blood pressure, high cholesterol etc from my latest medical report shown. But definitely I have high fat and low immune system :~ to workout something.


Children bday is coming real soon, will have a birthday party cum family gathering on this weekend. Last night when we went out to buy children bday party shirts, only I realized, they no longer like colourful cartoon t-shirt, they prefer simple and soft tone design, the prefer formal smart looking. They are no longer babies.

So when we discussed on bday party theme for this year, they rejected all my proposal. Well, I know I am kinda childish - animals party, frozen, ninja turtle... From the shirts they chosen, I know what they want is simple and comfortable.


Children grown up started doing grown up activities. Happy to see this.



They discuss on what is worth to buy what is not


They are collaborative


They share the plan


They learn together

Sometime when I think of one day of they leave me for their further study, then what I want to do? Guess I would be holding my phone all the time to hoping for messages and notes from the children. Or better still.. I fly over to them and bugging them everyday haha :D

Few days left to come out the party stuff, the menu of the day, the cake ordering.. Hope we can have a good family gathering as well as, children got the fun time in celebrating their bday at this exciting age :)



This is mummy bday gift from mummy best friend ^^ ya, age of 35, matured age comes with the worry of reaching 40! Wow! Sounds old @_@



Catching up with forever best friends ^^














Always J13219 ^^

Happiness

想像中有一個幸福天地
分分秒秒踩在雲端裡
好像幸福只存在 童話故事裡

自從耶穌進入我的生命
心中眼睛被主愛開啟
看見幸福的天地 就在我心裡
它並不是遙不可及
也不需要完美主義
它是真實而簡單地 活在主愛裡

幸福是珍惜現在擁有的
感謝上帝供應
幸福是分享自己領受的
叫別人得利益
幸福是相信聖經所寫的
每句都是真理
幸福是卸下重擔給上帝
因祂必看顧你
happiness is treasuring what we are having, give thank to God's supply.
Happiness is sharing what we have received so people can gain.
Happiness is believing in all written in the bible, each sentence is the truth.
Happiness is offload your burden to God as He is surely watching over you.

Listening to this song. Feeling loved :)

This morning I shared with children on our schedule from tonight till Sunday. Then for the next weekend plan. Feeling blessed to have children who are always supportive and attentive to all the plans and ideas that suggested by parents. Quite friendly and easy going hehe.


October babies~ Ya. October coming, a super happening month to my family. Need to sit down and plan for all these special annual occasions. Family bonding time!

Having slight worry this morning. School is having pre-sport day today, but my Eva is not wearing sport wear. Can she joining the run? Feeling bad now. Anyhow, need to let her bear all the good or bad happening as she is the one left the sports wear in the day care center.


Happy Friday!

Tight schedule

I love Malaysia. The blue sky calls the children do not give up. To chase after your own dream! The big ocean makes us think of the fish that caught by the fisherman with hardship. The land always filled up with laughter. Morning birds flying all around. The people on this land live freely with no problems and worries. The local custom and attractions are so awesome. This land's local dishes are in variable choices. The multi languages have united the people in this land.

一个小孩印象中的国家。很多时候，当初的美好画面，在逐渐成长后经过种种的诱惑与负性灵的摩擦后，变质了。信心也减退了。还是要为了帮助我们的下一代，多为国家的和谐祷告。

Good day! Sharing the piece of 'satu Malaysia' passage written by my gal. You see the reasons for children to love a country are simple. A positive message to remind adults, don't lose the initial passion towards your country and your dreams.

Last night my mum came to my house. Children were excited with those delicious home cooked dishes. I ate dinner and supper too! Mum helped out with housework too. I really appreciated the effort. The feeling is so great when a lovely helping hand lending at these busy schedule :)

Sis and I are everyday saying 'I want to travel!' We been always wanting a good release. But most of the time, we spend time sleeping in the hotel when we travelling :p no joke, we are now cant even have a good night sleep at home. Sob sob.



Sometime, i do hope that people don't see me for a certain period so I can live in my isolated world - well, for a short period of time.

Last night Eva told me there will be the school sports day on next Saturday. Shall I cancel my 3days family travel plan with my church members? Hmmm.. Children at this age, their commitment and schedule has became my priority. Because whatever decision we make or the way we treating their commitment, gonna be the judging elements - if mummy is a good mummy. Well, believe it or not, maybe children are more sensitive at this pre-teen age, most of my everyday, my children mention this '妈咪不好 mummy is no good' ahhhhh.. Come on, what else you all want from an exhausted working mother? Hoh!!!



If you love him, then stop grumbling


Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure ~Philippians 2:14-15


Ok stop bising bising. I have 3 lovely children to company me in my everyday from the day I given birth to them. Balance point is what I need to manage.

Pen off, feeling sleepy. Not even start working already feeling tired ooo :p can't wait for the coming of this weekend.. And all others holidays! :D


Happy Thursday!