yes!

received a call at my lunch time, from the maid agency. we had the approval from malaysia immigration, now is waiting for indon side to process the maid application. before july, we can have the maid arrived if no other issue arise. wow~ very fast i can bring angels back to banting n stay together with them :) hope the maid is ok, hope angels will adapt to the stay with me.. hmmm cant wait for the day!

i think we need to spend more time with our children, so can teach them n show them the right things to do. n knowledge of good living skills. have prepared myself to be tired when angels are staying together ^_^

very happy now! cant focus on my work :p

Jakarta Trip - Day 2

midnite sleeping. royee not feeling well. his body temperature was so high! i tried to give him the paracetamol sub n lap his body, he still being so weak. luckily we were in the city. took the taxi to the Rumah Sakit Pluit. the fast blood test result made me feeling ease, at least, i had confidence to this hopsital. needed time to suit myself to the foreign language, but could feel their caring service. admitted to the 1st class ward. hmmm the location of the room which was next to the NICU theather made me worry on royee's condition. 40+ degree celcius, should be very dangerous to a age 2.5 child i think.

sleeping.. dripping..

after bath

the pity little hand

watching cartoon

praying n blessing from local charity group..

even it was not advisable to go back home as explained by the doctor, i knew how u feel to have 3 of us staying in the hospital for this short jakarta trip. hmmm since u insisted to discharge royee from the hospital, i told myself to take a very good care of royee when we were back to the condo. as predicted, his body temperature up n down. quite tiring to take care of him. felt so worried on his condition. luckily royee was cooperative in taking medic n resting.

wathcing dvd - thomas n friends

rest at the living hall

too hot his body. forget about his asthma, we went to the swimming pool, thot to bring down his temperature. he enjoyed in swimming pool! taught him to move himself around by his hands n foots. happy to see his smile n the loud laughter :)

swimming~ cooling!

so happy we went out for dinner with the cutie royee :) so many funny faces he made. he asked for noodles, so we ordered noodle. love one thing about royee is, he is quite diciplined. he drinks only plain water when he found that he would throw out if he drink milk or other drinks. offered him the chinese dessert for him, he said no, 'hui ok ok de' (will vomit one) ^_^

can pose with mama already!

eat the noodle with chopsticks~!

funny posing with no high temperature exist

managed to buy few vcds for royee before he started feeling sick n stomach ache. hmmm repeating the same process at nite, showered him, feeding him with plain water, given medic, stomach ache, throw out, showered him again, cleaned the bed sheet, sing songs to make him sleep, lap his body.. hmmm..

Jakarta Trip - Day 1

2pm we left banting. royee non stop singing. he seemed to be very happy. 1st time i heard he sing 'london bridge is falling down' full song! very cute~ then a lot of other songs. then he started feeling tired, then my dad pula sing. then royee asked 'ni change shen me la~?' (what r u singing?) then my dad said, 'wahh, u can sing then gong gong cannot sing ar?' hehe..

i had internet checked-in my tickets, then i just sent my luggage to the guy n collect my boarding tickets. then we sent my mum out to my dad's car. can see my parents miss royee already. non stop hugging n kissing. my dad even ran from the opposite road to the entrance. hmmm felt touching to see the scene.. :)

while waiting for boarding..

with teddy bears

before boarding. i went to shop at Body Shop. royee carried the basket for me, then i chose the lotion n cocoa butter for u. royee also sosial with the sales gals over there. hi! n kisses. i bought 2 cocoa butter, i told him, 1 for grandma n 1 for papa. he said, royee de ler? i said royee dont use this, royee uses sebamed. then he said he want a cocoa butter. then 1 hand carried the cocoa butter, n 1 hand carried the basket.. hmmm..

before flight boarding, he slept already. so i finished off the child meal n my own meal :p he woke up after the flight landed. quite behaved on flight. but then, when i touched him, so HOT! he was having fever! then he became lembik lembik.

sleeping in the flight

carried him while waiting for immigration checking. it was very long queue. afer 15min, the official asked me to go to the special counter. then we done the passport checking n stamping. we were looking around for u at the exit. then i mumbling 'where is royee's papa har?' then he started worried, then eyes gone wet. 'wo de papa ler' then i asked him to stop crying when he started to cry. hmmm so easy to cry one :S i like the way he running towards u, n u carried him n kissed him :)

what a heavy traffic jams on the way to the condo. hmmm started worry on royee's condition. he looked so weak in the taxi. dont talk about the thomas cup, hmmm, looked at his redish cheeks, no mood to go out having fun too!

the chinese restaurant. i missed the porridge. i missed the food there. hehhee..

flying over to u~~

ya today. 16.05 teacher's day! last nite we handmade the teacher's day card together. royee was so serious in it. non stop 'hoi! i havent put the glue..' 'Oooi ooi oooi.. wait, my butterfly..' 'wei wei wei..' hmmm while making the card, i was not his mother, more to team members :) not even single 'mama' he called me. i didnt help much on the card, he put the glue, he paste the pictures that i cut from the magazine. i hold his hand to write all the wording.. he is leftie, i am rightie, so quite inconvenient to have the writing looks nicely ^_^

brought him to see doctor last nite. been having high fever since nite before. he crying 'mama mama' when the doctor put the paracetamol sub to his rectum. other than that, he was quite ok to the doctor's instruction.

ok.. wanna finishing my tasks here before i leave the office for 12pm train this noon. cant wait to see u :) wondering if royee is ok for the thomas cup badminton tournament tonite..

sunshine for u~

laogong, u sound tired n frustrated. hope everything is running smoothly over there. we gonna meet up soon, hope royee will swipe away all your problems n tension ^_^ miss u much here. will pack the luggage by tonite.. love u~

singing

royee singing. 1 of the video clips i recorded. very funny. he found himself funny too. he can sing better than this, maybe coz of the camera, he feels uneasy. hehehe very cute n funny. last nite, he felt asleep with smile.. so did i.. ^_^

on mother's day~

wake up at 6:50am. royee was still sleeping. reading favorite blog updates n mother's day sms that i received, then i felt asleep again. can hear royee singing.. once i turned my body, he called me 'mummy~' with his innocent smile ^_^what a obedient boy, didnt cry out loud, coz he was in the buai. i looked at my handphone, 9:33am!! my plan was to reach my friend's house at around 10am. n reached sgbuloh at before 12pm. hmmm.. then i asked royee to faster pack his things n we prepare ourselve FAST! he kelam kabut said want to bring his coloring books la, pencil case la.. i said 'bu yong la' then he 'oooo'

when we wanted to leave the house, my dad asked me to bring mango to my auntie at klang. soooo many mango. then we left the house. then we came back to take royee's bag.. then left banting at 11am. royee was having good mood, we sing together in the car. listened to all my instructions too! what a happy day :) reached shah alam at nearly 12pm. i was so hungry, went to mcD drive-thru. ordered a happy meal set cheese burger. then the gal said, sempena hari ibu, u can have another mc value set for free! wow! free.. hmmm then i ordered spicy chiken burger. total for only rm8+ :p the guy asked us which toys we want, the blue color one or yellow color. u chose blue color for royee. when i wanted to eat my burger, i found out, we had both blue n yellow toys in the box! what a surprise! royee was so happy.. i was happy too.. have that feeling 'i am lucky today!' hehe..

reached shah alam denai alam at 12:30pm my colleague asmiza's house. love the house. simple, warm, bright. as's daughter was sleeping. as served keropok ikan n chicken nuggets. royee playing toys. out of many toys, he played the train n truck. suddenly ayra cried. once woke up she saw me n royee. royee non stop mumbling that, must be playing the toys making the sound, then ayra woke up. he felt fuilty. hehe what a cute boy. as played vcd on Barney's songs. 2 of them can sit down n watch the video. cute~ moving the body too! then as brought out the animals puzzle. royee can follow as speak all the animals ^_^ (he asked me to buy the puzzle for him too!)

ayra n royee

left as's house about 1:40pm. taking the longer way back to desa coalfields. reached dc at 2pm+ happy to see angels. hmmm gained weight ^_^ your mum said wanna attend her friend's house party or function. your dad was cleaning the store room. children n i went upstair the room n i buai royee sleep. royee sings many songs. he also sings 'wo ai wo de baba, wo ai wo de mama' (i love my dad, i love my mum) very loud n clear he sings. then angel n eva felt funny of it, follow royee sing as well! the kedekut royee, he didnt want angels to follow him. when he sings bao bei in the night, angel n eva were moving their bodies.. also mumbling the songs too! i felt happy to see this. at last royee was sleeping. so i have more time to stay with angel n eva.

cute eva. i love her smile. it is sweet :*

angel. i tight her hair :p

seldom to see angel smile in photo ^_^ she so manja, sitting on my lap only

u see, the little sweetie. both of angel n eva rebut for royee's shoes

plan to keep their hairs long. since they going to stay with me, i can jaga the hair for them :)

eva was sleeping around 5pm. i was free with angel. then i started to pack baby cloths for my sis in law's bb. angel was busy 'helping' me too. she was cute! finished packing, royee woke up at the right time. i asked him to help me carry the s-size diapers to the car. so the car was full of mango, diapers, bb cloths. hahaha.. your dad was doing something at the outside compound, so royee teman your dad there n asking many questions :p

eva cried. i brought angel up to the room. for a while, i heard royee 'mama! mummy!' then he cried. then i can hear he say 'mummy ler? wo de mummy ler?' then huhuhuhuhu.. finally he came up to look for me, 'mummy u r here! i look for my mummy oooo' with his innocent face n voice.. i explained to him, eva was crying just now, so mummy came up very fast ma. then he hmmm... 3 of them playing cars. no biting ^_^ whenever royee didnt want angels to disturb him or take his toys, he would say 'dont touch gogo's things har, gogo will get angry one har' now he is more on talking rather than hitting ppl. good sign.

about 7pm. your mum hadnt came back. so your dad suggested to bring angels out for a walk so royee n i can leave the house without angels crying sadly. royee wanted to follow. so your dad n myself brought 3 of them for a walk. then at the half way, i asked royee to follow me back home. we quickly took our stuff, then wanna left the house. royee suddenly cried 'wo de mei mei ler? wo de mei mei bu jian liao' (my sis have gone missing) hmmm.. i told him, angels went out with gong gong, we go back home 1st, next time we will come back n visit them. suddenly i felt my heart pain to leave angel n eva there :~

in the car, royee said 'mummy, zuo mo eva mei you hui jia de?' (why eva never go back home?) i told him. mummy will bring angel n eva go back banting, when the kakak is here. we all can stay together. so we can watch barney cd together, we can sing bao bei in the night together, mummy can tell stories to royee, angel, n eva. then we can play together. must wait till kakak come ok? now mummy everyday can stay with royee, but gal gal cannot always see mummy rite? he said 'hmmm! gal gal hen ke lian' (pity gal gal) what a sad moment in my heart. ya, why i should leave royee's sis at the other house? n we are driving back to different house?

called up doreen to meet at setia alam, so i can give her some mango. during the journey, i told royee today is mother's day. is a day for mama. i asked him to say 'happy mama day' he followed. then i said again 'happy mama day. i love u' then he said 'happy mama day. i love u~' then paused a while, he came near me n kissed me! what a touched! i felt soooo touched. yes, i felt the feeling a mother suppose to have on this special day! the kiss was wet. my heart was warm. doreen came. royee happily wave hi to her ^_^ can see him really grow up n understanding much. wave bye bye must followed with kiss..

i was hungry. stopped at klang gerai. asked for nasi goreng. many ppl at the gerai. all bringing mothers out :) i ordered satay for royee. he enjoyed eating satay. he loves satay. he even begged me to allow him eat the piece of satay that dropped on the floor. what a pity face.. feeling good at the moment. a mother's day dinner for 2 of us.

drived to my brother's house after the dinner. we sings many songs during the journey. brought everything down. asked my auntie to pick up the mango from my brother's house. royee kissed my sis in law's belly :) it was 9:45pm when we left my brother's house. royee was good in the mood. non stop we sing songs together. how i wish, i can stay with our lovely children day n nite.. just like this. connected hearts. how i wish, this wonderful night n feeling, never be ending...

royee kissed me good nite. a big smile n hug from him. sleep with me. i asked him to sleep 1st, mummy wanted to take shower. he said 'no! then wo yi ge ren lo' (i would be alone) then i asked 'ask wai po to come in 1st ok?' then he said 'hmmm' hmmm.. very fast i took the shower, bcoz, my lovely son was waiting for me..

i got a mother's card from royee. made it in his kinder class. i have great feeling that given by royee. i can feel the need of a mummy from angel n eva. the surpirse n happy faces when see me in the house. it is a great feeling to be a mother :) heard this conversation between 2 old women at gerai makan 'happy mother's day. so how your children celebrate with u?''my son given me rm100 and then my daughter brought me for seafood' can see the proud of a mother while sharing this to another mother. very simple n warm.

thanks for your 'mu qin jie kuai le' phone call :) mother's day, the power of love to come from children. for u, i would expect more on valentine's day n paktor anniversary day :p btw, i would like to say sorry for not picking up your phone calls for these few weekends.. i dont even notice, there were phone calls from u! busy with children... hope u understand :)

miss u much. great feeling wanted to share with u last nite, but u were not with me. hope we can stay together soon! miss u... love u...