LIFE

in the office. having sore throat, headache, fever. then just started coughing. all come in a package :( staying in the office, prepared the write-up for voluntary jobs that i went in last year. then, my tears falling down when i wrote this ‘terima kasih banyak banyak, anak anak lain yang tolong pakcik bersihkan rumah, anak anak pakcik pun tak datang jenguk pakcik lepas banjir ni’ the pakcik tears dropping and looking far. i end the write up with We may live more happier, if we have less choices in this life. i miss voluntary and charity activities..

going back home soon. u called up n tell me to plan to visit your grandma n parents at johore. i dont feel to let bbb feeling too tired. afraid they will get sick after the travel, then my mum n kakak would feel tired n difficult to take care them. u r ok to go by your own. i'll take care them after we check out from cyverview. or can u pls reserve this weekend to only our bbb? u have too much to catch up with them. 2 days are too short for them to stay with u, to feel the love of their dad. next time pls plan for longer holidays, then you can spend more time with bbb and your parents.

i have rescheduled my photography course, to have more time with u. cant wait to see u at tomolo night ^_^

see u tomorrow~~~

in the office...

very yummy food from kota kinabalu, sabah

very BIG farewell card to COO

cute cute.. i signed on 1 of the crying patung there.. 'all the best!'

supervisor put this calendar facing me.. hmm

never ask for things to be easier, always ask yourself to be better

kinder tour..

the green farm..

angel n royee

gogo n mei mei

his hand hold her hand..

royee's mushroom

royee with mushrooms..

royee's foot print

snails n foot prints for all the students in his class

shone jay thea royee

the mushroom class..

yesterday royee suddenly crawling beside me, he said he was carrying the heavy shell. then i said, 'ohh, royee is snail, so carrying shell n walk slowly..' he said 'no! i am tortoise' oh ya hor, tortoise also have shell n walking slowly.. hmmm..

this morning on the way to the kinder, suddenly he shouted, 'wo yao oval!' (i want oval) then i looked around. ohh, there was a oval shape table in the house compound. 'wo yao tuo yuan xing, wo yao tuo yuan xing! (i want oval shape, i want oval shape). then he started rectangle, triangle, round shape..... wow. i got impressed, he knew all these shape names. which i admitted that, i knew about oval at very big age >.<>

so..

u r coming back. hmmm what a sudden. yesterday only i got mad with u >.<

wanted to posting some photos on royee's kinder, but my camera has gone off battery power. last saturday my sis, royee, angel n i went to banting methodist kinder for prize ceremony of words recognition contest for age 4, 5, 6 students. children nowadays need to learn a lot of things. they even learned the science knowledge which i learned at only primary standard 5 and 6! no wonder my colleague told me she sent her standard 1 boy for tuition class! standard 2 students need to write essay. some of my colleagues told me, they take time to answer their children maths questions. n some, cant even answer the bahasa melayu question :( they told me, the technique they use to calculate the answer of maths are different than us. they can answer all the + - x / questions, by only 10 fingers. hmmm..

royee brought me to the vegetable farm in the kinder. the vege that royee n his classmates planted look fresh green! royee seemed to be a little tour guide n brought us to walk around his school. he holds angel's hand.. cute! then went to his little mushroom class. saw the classmates art works. then only i know royee learned a lot of things in the school :) these few days, royee sings a lot. full songs. with cutie actions too! hehe.. then angel n eva following him :p by next year, i think they must be very very cute then when 3 of them singing n performing together on stage ^_^

last nite, driving back home. a indian lady standing in the middle of 3 lanes, waiting for car to hit her. very shocked and sad to see this. must be something that confusing her. she must be on stress on something. all the cars drove passing her n avoid hitting her. hope she is ok right now. i mean emotionally. pls appreciate our lives, life is beautiful, pls open the eyes of your heart to treasure her beauty.

gel the hair ^^

royee asking the hairdresser auntie to trim his hair 'stand'. the auntie told him, the hair cannot be trimmed as standing look. need to gel it.. this is the 2nd part of the videos.. look kat his face, look at his eyes, non stop focusing on the mirror only :p

on the way back to home, i asked him to take a short nap. he said cannot, later my hair no more standing. when reached home, he didnt want to take shower, afraid it would kena the hair. then my mum asked him to tell kakak 'tak mau cuci rambut' then royee told this to kakak 'tak mau tuti har' kakak also felt funny. sleeping time, he non stop pusing sini sana in the buai, my mum said, later your hair no more standing, then he slept still :p the next day, kakak asked me, rambut royee kasik cuci? i said ya, kasik cuci bersih, semua gel.. hmmm this boy..

furniture hunting..

saturday early morning, i brought royee to klang. picked up my sis n lots of milk powder from shah alam then we went for bah kut teh as requested by royee. royee loves bah kut teh. before that we thot to bring him for breakfast at McD. the happy meal toys were out of stock. then we went to klang bukit raja for dried bah kut teh.

at there, while taking our bah kut teh, the radio played the song that i always sing for royee 'zi ji die dao zi ji pa' (u fall down, u stand up by your own) royee said i simply sing this song, created by my own. until that morning, he heard this song. then now he sometime follow me to sing it. i love this 'ni kan san shang wei ni kai man hong hua' (look at the hill, all the red flowers are blossom for u) ^_^

went to bkt31, asked the contractor to come n measure again our latest design. then went to maid agency to collect kakak's passport. the agent asked me not to spoil the maid. hmmm.. then dropped by at the contractor's shop, to collect the quotation. then rushing back to banting to attend the prize ceremony at royee kinder. after royee kinder, we went to banting furniture shop, hmmm not suit to our tastes.

evening, asked my sis to go sunway pyramid to see the dining table that i mentioned in Lorenzo. both royee and angel were sleeping, then we brought eva. go to sunway pyramid, saw the dining table, we need more table for comparison. then i suggested to go ikano power center Macy. then we drove there at 7:30pm. reached there 8pm+

from Macy to Harvey Norman. then we stopped n took our dinner. steamboat. then we went to ikea at 10pm. plan to build the tv cabinet, living hall cabinet, n even kitchen cabinet by our own. hmmm see how la. need to ask your opinion on this, coz u r the one who need to install everything for us :p left ikea at 11pm+ after the annoucement 'dear customer, we are currently closed...' hehehe.. reached banting, hmmm 1am.. sooo tiring ooo...

at sunway pyramid. 1st time with her dora backpack

at macy

at ikano power center

diam diam tak senyum one..

dinner at steamboat, ikano power center

discovering herself..

angelina roinn

on the way..

'that's all for this week!' i left this when i switched off my pc.so tiring when running up n down for urgent doc. my colleague said i look cool n steady even i'm busy n tight up. for her she would either scream or scold ppl. haha.. i love busy working hours, time flies.. n i feel satisfied when i complete one task. self esteem is very important in the office.

friday, feel envy when i heard junie said friday is her paktor day with her hubby. n she was waiting for her 'driver' to pick her up. out of sudden, i feel lonely, i feel empty. i dont know if u been missing me over there, i miss u dearly! feel very lonely this week. after busy working n taking care bbb, i feel like missing something. i know why so many private affair happen in long distance love, coz i do have 'how nice if i had a bf now' come across my mind some time. must stand very firm on this. be responsible to our spouse n kids. i hope u can manage n behave yourself there.

ok. wanna tag myself out from this train station. not a good place for me to sit here n type this post, feel somemore lonely. love u..

one of the sundays..

bbb sitting together.. tak di-arrange..

angel tak smile one..

my eldest brother talking to bbb..

angel n eva

angel with muka baru tidur.. busuk!

night with bbb

asked them to show 1 to 10 using their fingers

photos after this, fighting n jumping on the bed!

u called me when i took photos n playing with them. so noisy. finally, i managed to sleepkan royee n eva. then i let angel to play toys. i brought the durian that my dad reserved to me. sooooo yummy look~ eating durian nearly 10pm. hmmm cant resisit it.. they were really tasty!! angel looking n smilling at me. asked her want to have a dry, she nodded her head. she tried twice ^_^

as i told u, every nite i have very nice dinner from my mummy. then durian n bird nest dessert sometime. kekeke.. jealous u. philipines has sugar cane n dried mango rite? have u tried them?

sisters..

cute hor.. eva went n waved bye bye to angel.. wondering why eva didnt call angel.. at least make some sound ma..

i love this video clip. cute cute~ hmmm for them, since in my belly they been staying together. so the special love between them is hard for us to have it. i love to see them smile at each other.. eva carried the toy bag. in fact, i asked her to pick up all the toys on the floor. then she waved bye bye to angel. then she kissed. then she hi-5 before leaving the room.. i love them :*

on my way back home

in the train now. still laughing alone about junie's funny stories. nice chat with her today. got something from the conversation, be brave to speak out our mind, so we wont easily get bullied by ppl. 'that's why u r so lovey dovey' hmm this made me think about myself.

these days am learning to speak out for myself so ppl dont simply take advantage on me. few ppl mentioned this to me, scolding me too. am still figuring out, am i doing this rite. after changing myself, would it be still 'i am who i am'? hmm suddenly remember that u told me this few years back 'coz u easy to get bullied ma' when i asked why u chose me..

(a man sitting opposite me, look n wear like mr crocodile :p)

today u called from bangkok, told me u spent much over there. cloths, massage n spa, gal show, boy show.. seem like travelling there. my fren said habis la perempuan kat sana semua lawa lawa.. i said, so? i pun tak dapat buat apa apa ma.. honestly, i feel tired to suspect this n that. if u had gf, u know the consequences. bbb r always mine. i always remind myself this, husband n wife might be ex, parents n children would not. to keep this in mind so i wont get that hurt if anything happen :) anyhow, hope u appreciate this chance n freedom n trust.

ok want to drive back lo. super hungry! pls come back fast! miss u much :(

mid july

this morning having some argument with my sis on bkt31. hmm.. shall avoid this in the future. coz we going to stay together, so must be tolerant. luckily u r not here, or else u have another opinion n ideas, lagi susah we make decision. everyone is hoping for the best for the house, ya, so never mind la, if cant make it done this year, then we move in next year lo. so man man lai.. ^_^

this morning i fried the rice by my own! after so long oooo.. i miss the smell n taste of my fried rice.. ya.. so tasty!!!! cooked for myself - breakfast n lunch, n breakfast for kakak. hope it taste ok to her :p rushing to the train station, forgot about my lunch box, went back n pick it up, then i missed the train :( again, today i am late to work. have to go back late again this evening...

bbb are cute n so lovely. sometime i cant control myself to hug n kiss them.. over n over again :p then when i carry 1 bb, another bb will come to me.. then another one.. 1 at left, 1 at right, 1 at the back.. happy la.. feel lucky to have bbb to temam me ^0^ angels are still having low fever, midnite worsen the fever. very high temperature. sub a pill, then sleep again. i dont sleep well these few nights. jaga them.

well.. time for my lunch break. wanna makan my nasi goreng lo~

when i grow up, i want to be...

mummy: baby, when u grow up, what u want to be?
royee: doctor!
mummy: police or doctor? (saja want to confirm his answer)
royee: wo yao dang yi sheng la~ (i want to be doctor la)
mummy: why u want to be doctor?
royee: doctor can jap ppl (holding a pencil, and jap me)
mummy: u want to be doctor coz u want to jap ppl?
royee: doctor.. doctor.. doctor can bao ren de (carry ppl one)
mummy: why doctor carry ppl?
royee: yin wei na ge ren sou shang le ma.. (bcoz the person get hurt already ma)
mummy: oooo.. doctor can give patient medic hor, then no more sick lo..
royee: ya.. i can take medic by my own.. dont need to hold mouth one, hold mouth very pain one..
mummy: ya.. royee good boy ma..
royee: mummy i got no sick already. u bring me go swimming ok? (i told them if sick, we cant go swimming next time)
mummy: u r still coughing la..
royee: wo mei you (said no, trying to control his cough.. then.. non stop coughing!)
mummy: u see, go n sleep early, then u will get well soon.
royee: wo you yi dian dian bing ba liao de.. (i have small sick only)
mummy: ok la, u sleep early, tomolo mummy send u to the school. u go there n learn many many things, then when u grow up u can be a good doctor n save ppl live.
royee: ok.. i want to be doctor one. doctor can da zhen de (jap me again >.<)


royee to be doctor.. hmm.. let see.. :p

puzzles for the gifted bbb ^_^

royee.. cant wait for the gift..

eva, the 2nd one..

angel.. quite slow in unwrapping the gift..

royee - africa animals, angel - numbers, eva - when i grow up, i want to be...

naughty angels..

love to be on the dining table. playing with the rice pot. angel on it, eva off it >.<