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non-violence in parenting

2012-01-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

still cant forget how i got hurt last week when i saw laogong bought a cane to prepare to cane or warn my children. i got shocked when i see a new cane in laogong's car. it was on the way to company laogong go to the shopping mall for dont know what reason. i was so emotional, i just wanted to get down from the car. maybe you can say my response is too over, but i just cant accept, why we need to cane our ownself? we feel pain when we punish our own children. we feel regret sometime. then why we cant teach children LOVE?

i like this "forgiveness is giving up my right to hate you for hurting me". the power of non-violence is super! if you know how to tackle your children with their characters. some children you need to be harsh, some you need to be soft and sentimental.. i always tell laogong, whoever use cane to cane the children, means that he or she has no confidence to score well in parenting. we learn everyday, we need to learn our children and their feeling too. instead of reading so many books on financial money matters, might as well spend a little more time in parenting knowledge and sharing.

huhhhhh... you dont know me.. but i cried last weeks few times, because of the cane, because of missing my son, because of having conflict with laogong on teaching children... laogong said 'let me manage your income, coz i know you can give everything to the children' ohhh.. i just ignore him, coz i dont have much money for you to manage. and if i have extra money, why i cant spend the money on my children? anyhow they are my sunshine, they are my happiness. they come from me, if i dont love them, who else will love them in heart?

for the pass week, am so emotional. my period delay, so my body just feel not comfortable... can cry while driving because of ppl story sharing. ohhh... i just dont want to be sorrow during cny..

shone's diary 17012012

2012-01-18T09:32:00.001+08:00

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TGIF!

2012-01-13T09:25:00.001+08:00

good morning Friday! a day I have been waiting for~~

^^

a bit down last night.. cried in the prayer, cried while singing, cried uncontrollable after I hang up the phone... till I watched the video clip that my sis sent to me - how bruce playing the games using his samsung galaxy tab hahahha :D so funny!

I know laogong is doing good job in handling royee boy. many things laogong needs to do indeed. we have bought 3 uniforms set, means that laogong need to wash and iron the uniforms for Thursday and Friday. 2 pairs of shoes, but the boy playing happily in the school, everyday to white shoes became black or grey shoes :S pack bags, 2 water bottles, check homework..

because royee is having some difficulty in learning with common teaching way, so we get him to do revision on what teachers teaching at the school. besides, we need to prepare him in advance for what teacher going to teach, so he is prepared. now everyday he is memorising the multiplication table of 2. it takes times.. but by the time teacher needs it, he is ready.

weekend, I do revision with him too. just to make sure he don't minus one for his maths answer. hmmm.. 2+8 = 9, 2x9 = 17.. wonder why his maths answer most of the time, he counted as 33, but answer written as 34 or sometime, 43. 17=71, 19=91..

patience and love is what we can give to him. and he needs to give himself confident and plenty of time in learning and adapting himself in this 'normal' world. because, there won't be always someone, write words for him at his back or palm, to let him 'feel' the word instead of 'see' the word.

am looking forward for tonight gathering, royee too. he 'YES!' when I said 'tomorrow is Friday!' :p

hmmm..

2012-01-12T19:26:00.001+08:00

just wanted to say.. there is always dark side even the supposed-to-be guideline has set. the rule is not the rule, if higher authority can set the rule to wipe off the set rule.

sickening for unfairness. and am thankful that I am still surviving under these play rules. maybe, we have get used to it..

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well, change a better feel..

this is cute right? application 'line' to chat and voice call. sis recommend me to use, so the cute!! many more stickers and emoji icons :)

this is from sis..

this is what I have for lunch. it is tasteless coz I am sick :( got the doorgift as well. but I didn't attend the communication session coz today I am late to work. very slow traffic.

talked about traffic, let's share something scary and yet funny! or I would say - silly me :p

yesterday I was so sick, can't even stay till 6pm+ I took 5pm train went back home. when I reached at nearly banting, there were so many cars coz of school students going back home. suddenly there was an emergency break for the cars to stop for red traffic light. and, I pressed break to stop my car and I almost get hit the front car!

huh~ this is so scary and I thank God for being safe! so I continued driving back home for about 15 minutes? during the journey, I called my sis to chit chatting and told her about the nearly happened accident and even sing song together with her!

when I almost reached the housing area, I found out there was a car followed me to the left and to the right. I parked my car in front of my house, and the car stopped too! this is scary! I told my sis this over the phone the I saw a guy came down from the car.

'I followed you till here!' 😱 oh I didn't know I have being followed.. 'your car hit my car?' what? I thot I managed to stop the car to avoid the bang?! 'I heard the sound.. so I followed you.. your car ok?' then 2 of us walked to see my car front part - nice! nothing got scratched! then 2 of us walked to his car backside - wahh, nice metallic colour, nice car and it was still being shining without any scar!

but.. the guy still looking at his car 'it looks alright right? but why I heard the sound..' well come on, what you expect me to answer you, and I can't believe ppl can follow me for such a long journey without horn loudly to stop me.. can together waiting for few traffic lights and drive slowly back home :p

the story end with I asked him 'have I scared you? sorry..' but this made me hmmm 'I saw from the mirror, you were shocked when you stopping your car' and e smiled. wahhh.. I was recalling my expression, presentable or not har? or if I have any ugly pose along the way.. wahh there was someone followed an monitored me and I didn't know!

anyway, both of us smiled and bye bye.. waved hand like friends :p silly us. in fact, he is a good looking guy in his office wear. just wanted to let him know, if he happen to read this post :p am not purposely avoiding you, I continued drive back home coz I didn't hit your car. dont come to revenge or anything since you know my house oopss..

a long silly story, hope it didn't bore you. somemore, recalling this silly story, made me forget about the not very good feeling when I started this post.

😁

Thursday yip yip!

2012-01-12T09:54:00.001+08:00

everyday cant wait till Friday and holiday so I can have all my children stay together >.< today am wearing WHITE, angel said mummy is an angel :D

just showing you the white, and very light beige colour short dress. don't want to show you my face, coz me been having flu and fever, my look is so x.x can you see my red nose? hmmm...

night before bbb meet up at klang, my papa mama bring angel to the ballet class on Tuesday night. Saturday class is for beginner, which I always send angel to the class. Tuesday class is for those who chosen and registered for the exam.

well.. hmm 3 days not washing the head, even my papa complained about the smelly head :p

ok, yesterday the boy felt down in the class... every morning, when I receive call from my laogong or sis, I whispering to myself 'what is happening? good news or bad news' or evening when I receive message or photos from my sis 'good one or heart attack one'..if you ask me, how's the boy doing at school or staying with papa.. hmmm.. below are something that attacking my heart almost daily :p

fire on the stove is not switching offthe boy left the wallet on the room table (without money how to wat neh?)

lose the water bottleforgot to bring the school shoes!

1st week, change the sitting in the class twice! too talkative!

2nd week, teacher asks to push the tongue to the teeth, so the boy dont talk (this is what I disagree, to further investigate)

the inner white singlet became colourful :(

the white shirt is with colours!

the school uniform shirt is with hole! coz felt down the bag is with a hole..

the colour pencil case lose the cover..

the water bottle hanger is going to break..

...... well, I should be happy that..

talkative, coz he enjoys the new change and make new friends..

so many things hole and dirt found out and reported coz my laogong is checking the boy stuff everyday..

the boy reported to me what he eat, what he does in the class - everyday!:p

macam macam ada ooo.. stories at klang and banting to cherish my everyday day :)

1001 Tuesday

2012-01-10T09:47:00.001+08:00

am having flu, sore throat.. coz yesterday I eaten nuts in the office and I finished the super delicious baked marmite crabs with my mummy :p so, no complain on the sick now keke..

wahhhh! is my 1st response when I see this pic. a Japanese shifu sew this patch work. this type of project, not only challenge our sewing skill, choices made of what fabric to use, colour matching and most of all - patience in spending time and effort for beautiful outcome.so far, I prefer to work on 1 piece stuff, learn and practice different type of hand sewing, or try on my sewing machine choice of sewing pattern. still a baby in this sewing stuff.

today is the 1st day of my sewing beginner class in patching work. so, the above pic shown what I need to complete in 1-1.5 months time :p I don't know of I can make it or not, but I gonna be a hardworking and not-easy-giving-up student la :p if I can get it done very well, then I will make one for you :) whoever you la, as long as you don't mind my handmade stuff, then I can 'gift' it to you :Dwell, other than my own interest, I am still a mummy to my lovely babies..

last night I wrapped for them the 1st batch of new activity books from the kinder. everything comes in double, coz I have twin girls :p

checking their homework.. hmm Eva is having mirror eyesight too.. according to the parenting book, young children have these kinds of symptoms, some gonna be ok, and some are not (royee boy case). so I hope Eva gonna be alright soon.

this is the sick boy at klang. after school. bbb are darker lately, coz they gone to the waterpark the final weekend of school holiday.

this is funny when royee told his ah yi he brought 2 brief to the bag. so my sis asked him 'you got 2 bum bum ar?' :p well, royee thought I wanted him to pack his own brief, but in fact I have done with full set of uniforms.heart attack almost everyday, that day forgot to bring wallet, today forgot to bring school shoes! ohhh... these papa and baby, my 2 BOYS, when they gonna be independent and concentrate on what they are doing. hmmm...

love note

2012-01-09T18:47:00.001+08:00

from royee :) can see the mirror eyesight symptom in this simple note. can feel also his love to us ^^see royee boy takes key and go out the then come back and tell me 'eh, mummy, there is a letter to mummy oo.. and it is from shone jay' the surprised facial expression and voice tone touched me ^^

my reply to him, put in his pencil case, when he is asleep, and before I left bkt31 at sunday night.

new daily bag for royee to carry to the enrichment centre. I promised to make him 5 bags, now only done 2. I practise new sewing skill in each bag.

prepare 3 bags of uniforms for Monday to Wednesday. a set of school uniform, brief and handkerchief. the Thomas and friends bag is from auntie Arputha, christmas gift years ago. kept all the stationery set for royee standard1 class ^^

prepare 5 sets of shirt and short and brief for 5 days enrichment centre wear.

muffins for royee boy. hope one day I can bake nice and soft bread for few days supply ^^well, I just miss my boy so much. don't know how long I can stand on it. but I keep reminding myself 'don't sacrifice the sisters because of the brother'. angels are so happy in the current banting kinder. they wake up early and get done in the morning, so they don't get late to the kinder :)

put all the wishes in my prayer :)

rambut I ^^

2012-01-07T22:56:00.001+08:00

the reason why my sis made noise in the saloon before we made payment. oh ya, when I ran to the ladies after 6 hours hair do!

coz I do hair rebonding just now.. from 1pm to 7pm! which initially they told us the whole process was going to take approximately 3.5 hours.we are ok to spend time to do the hair if you tell us how long it suppose to be. coz I am ok to wait, but if they give us the wrong estimation, then people who waiting for me for the next program gonna be affected. today, my digo and ersao came to have dinner with me, which, they waited me from 3pm till 7pm+ together with my sis too! hmmm...

well, my hair is not very healthy, so I don't get expected result. and I really hope for the hairstyle maintains as it is after washing.. or else, my heart will break and crying :~cny is coming, nothing much to do, coz I don't take many cny leave. want to reserve leave say royee's sport day? angels passport day (they will go travel with my parents)? parents oversea trip? ok, good night. my royee boy is coughing seriously :( afraid his asthma coming back...

helping hands

2012-01-07T14:29:00.001+08:00

yesterday, 11am till nearly 5pm we were working with the boxes.

60 boxes of 500 sets/box = 30,000 envelops to be working on for our office floor.

the organiser showing us what to do..

it is a voluntary job to help Malaysia association of blind to prepare the donation note to te public

insert a reply envelop to the leaflet then put in a bigger envelop with the mailing address pre-stickered.

this is small team of us in the office are.

very big team of our floor mates, project managers and end users (always ask her to do work, now we seek their support :p) at breakout area.

what we gained? self satisfaction, spiritual satisfaction, calorie burned (I stand for few hours), ponteng from work, enjoy team spirit and group of ppl hit chatting and won't get boss complained :D

our helping hands, seem to be a nice and yummy tiramisu piece to ppl in need and let their hearts feel warm and let their smile be sweet ^^

06012012 friday

2012-01-06T09:23:00.001+08:00

today is Friday, a heart-beating checking day.

gals reading newspaper.. this habit started lately without me asking them. I like them sharing news together, when one wrongly interpret the story, another one corrected it - with their limited words reading and understanding capability.

Christmas has been over, am still listening to christmas song in the car. when I want some happy tunes, I shake my body with 'feliz navidad' and when I want some tune to blank my brain, I listen to 'oh holy night'. yesterday morning I listened to cny song, and I cried in the car.. guess that my mental and soul are tired and burdened :(

miss my royee boy much. this morning 7:15am I talked to him, he is sick, on the way to the enrichment centre.

last night sis snapped royee's pic and recorded what he wanted to tell me and the video sent over. I watching it non stop then sleep. I told my parents, i worried I can't stand with this kind of separation - when I am at klang, I think of angels; when I am at banting, I miss royee and keep wondering, how's him doing. hmmm.. a challenging year.

children grow up everyday, I need to move forward too. can't do much but work hard and show better performance this year, hope for upgrading myself by promotion and recognition. I have decided not to go study as of now, but I gonna study bible and learn sewing skill, bread making this year.

we always ask things from God, want God to listen to our prayer.. So we need to spend time to learn God's words in the bible. this is what came to my mind at last year end, would it be too late? but I am serious and working on it especially during weekend, when I have more quiet moment :)

very nice one by a Japanese sewing shifu. hope 1day I can make something like this. I have registered an online sewing class on patch work :p this sunday gonna be 1st project for beginner class. see how many project I can complete ya.. this weekend, I will see few bags for royee and gal gal, this one I learn from reference book.. I believe practice makes perfect!

am reading this now.. laogong asked me what else I wanted to learn? hmmm no idea, coz my children needs and demands always inspired me for more creations and ideas. I am learning to be a good player in motherhood ^^

2012 FAQ

2012-01-03T01:25:00.001+08:00

yup, today is 3rd day of 2012, for the 1st 2 days, the frequent asked question to me was - are you sure you don't want to have another baby? 3 are enough? your babies are beautiful, why stop? you really can't afford to have another one?...'

when ppl around me are pregnant here and there, why I share and read more about other ppl pregnancy, when I recall about my pregnancies so I can answer some new parents questions.... I want to have another baby!!

in iPhone, you can have so many application to track your pregnancy day by day.. when you can snap your photo in more handy way.. when your children are asking you how the ovum and sperm meets.. share with you how baby turn his head down so mummy can deliver baby more easily... yup, never stop the feeling of, how nice to experience pregnancy again!

just now, read about someone's blog on the topic 'I want to have more babies but my husband doesnt' hehe.. they are some funny part about it, and there is heart aching part that describe my feeling.

http://kyfirewife.blogspot.com/2011/03/i-want-more-babies-my-husband-doesnt.html

advise received is - pray.

yup.. praying.

2011 has gone..

2012 is here. year by year, when laogong think there is a right time to have baby, I guess, my body age, my mental age, my bbb age doesn't allow to..

ahhh.. come on, don't be greedy.. forget about it.

let's sleep... today is 1st working day in 2012. better be back to reality. caiyo!

huh~~

2011-12-29T22:29:00.001+08:00

22:06 am in the train. from morning till now, I have cleared a lot of works, and still, lots more pending to go hmm..

lunch time we have a farewell party for a senior manager.

see my cute little tongue? :p

Ada mutton, chicken, taufu, nice cream puff.

dinner is on vendor :)

1st time I go to pub without family members and in local :)

photo snapping here and there

after the dinner, back to the office and work.

today I feel to listen to song 'somewhere over the rainbow' downloaded few versions, not the feel that I am looking for.

love this pic. the wording tells 'sometime woman needs a man, just like the escaped person needs parachut. if in the moment he is not being here, then he is not needed to be here anymore'

hmm.. in the busy working hours, I always have time to think a lot and be sentimental. today, I think of my man. there is up and down in a relationship, there is time, we love to see our partner in every second, and there are times, we have this question popping up 'if I was not with him, how would I be? better? happier? or worse days?' hmm if I spent more time to observe and looking around, not tie a knot in so young time, would I choose a better one who can fulfil more of my needs and understand me more?...

well, where there is devil doll coming out to disturb your mind, then an angel comes up and say 'hey, you are in happiness, you should be thankful for what you are hang right now. good family and children, good work and friends around...' :p so, back to reality and continue the year end closing hehe.

anyway, I will ask my angels to take time to look for me right in the future. gals suppose to be loved dearly by good boys and make the choices in more selection options. this year (when I got to know angel got a boy friend in her 5 years old class) I have told angel and Eva about this, don't stick to one boy too early when you can enjoy outing with more boys :)

ok, want to drive back to bkt31. tomorrow is a big day to my boy :D hope he can be a good man to his future woman ^^

happy Wednesday!

2011-12-28T10:50:00.001+08:00

28122011 ^^

I work hard today :D

2712211

2011-12-27T09:25:00.001+08:00

oh.. 27! another few days then we can wrap up year of 2011! this is hmm scary :(

year end closing sometime makes ppl sick especially when you know there are still many more pending tasks in your plate :(

this year closing made me worried. coz too many things in my head, can't focus, work done not fast. tak efficient la..

Christmas is over, so am looking for this weekend, another long weekend :D plan to bring children outing this weekend.

last night supper with sis, drink a glass of teh-c ice, reached banting at nearly 12am. chit chatting with my mama till 1+am then watches an English movie friend's benefit? till 3+am then eyes opened wide at 4+am.. wake up at 7+am and now, I am so blur and sleepy!!

@_@ happy working 😢

merry Christmas!

2011-12-24T19:43:00.001+08:00

sweetiemich and shonejay angels wish you - have a very merry Christmas :D

ok we are going to the church for silent night prayer ^^

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23122011 Friday

2011-12-23T19:16:00.001+08:00

22122011 dong zhi

2011-12-23T08:55:00.001+08:00

with some personal issues, me on emergency leave. after settling everything, me and sis went to jusco jalan jalan.

can pose in the toilet, coz it is before 11am, the mall is still quietly waiting for shoppers.

oopss! this looks delicious!

and of course, with Christmas feel!

see the 3 curi tulang workers? from the time we go in till we are leaving, they still eating ooo..

a light soup for my sis, and a regular chowder for me!

macam macam ada punya adik >.<

the baked prawns are here! but they are over burned :p

very colourful baked snappers and vege. nice!

all for me!! hehe and my sis la..

after makan, we go for a movie. petaling street warriors? forget the movie name, but it is a very worth watching singaporean + Malaysian kung fu movie.

after movie, we leave jusco. buy some pisang goreng then go back home.

have a nice evening sleep before we dinner again at night. then I drive back banting.

cute little one I prepared as a Christmas gift for my supervisor :D thanks a lot for her help and guidance throughout the year - business and personal. she seems like a big sister to me in the office, we share stories, feeling, frustration, gossips :p hoping the guidance angel is always be with her :)

yup, it is dongzhi day too! I drink ginger soup but without tang yuan coz I am not really ok with the taste and lembik texture.

grabbed some very cute tang yuan pic to share.

happy happy day with your love family ya!

21122011

2011-12-21T09:43:00.001+08:00

a not very good start of my Wednesday. am having headache. I didn't have a good mood yesterday, can fight with laogong over the phone :( sad. sometime I just feeling wasting of time and spoiling the relationship when we argue on some little daily stuff or same matter over the years. lately, topic for arguments are always - children. hmmmm...

reached home tiredly. work made me tired. household issue made me tired. my mind is exhausted. body is tired but can't sleep well. too much thinking, and I get headache. very seldom in my life I get headache, unless it is really bothering me the issue Ai..

last night, I asked children to sit in front of me, I reading out my 10 rules to them. very heavy word I used 'if you all still don't want to obey to the rule, not a good boy and girl, then I will fly over to stay in foreign country, and don't want to get sad and anger about you all' as usual 'ok ok' hmmm

what are my 10 rule? or what I don't like my children to do? I even prepared the list in the office before I left the office. see how serious it is.. my children have hurt mummy's heart. sometime I just think 'how to have heart melted children instead of heart burning children?' guess this is the same question most of the parents ask when they children are at bbb age.

from royee

from angel

from Eva. 'wai po said i get no.1!'

my 10 golden dislike list/rules

1.
dont ask and take things as your own consider stealing
2.
spoil things, don't treasure things
3.
waste thing - money, water, food, time
4.
don't appreciate ppl love and kindness, don't listen to adult
5.
talk rude and no manner
6.
no table manner while eating

7.
don't study and learn hardworking. do useless stuff
8.
no independent and no responsible
9.
don't love each other and hurt siblings

royee: don't have no.10?

10.
listen to God's words. obey and respect to your parents.

hmmm pray for the best.

20th!

2011-12-20T09:03:00.001+08:00

yo! today is early salary day! so can buy something for home Christmas party! if you want to join us for Christmas dinner, you can message me :D

yesterday conversation. diet diet diet, never ending topic to me, and never get good result too! >_< since I talk about subway, so I checked about subway sandwiches calories and nutrients info.

see, tuna sandwich is not low in calorie compared to other meats

breakfast sandwich is less than 300 calorie - I like subway breakfast, I like the egg. I like hot black coffee too.

for the bread, honey oat is many people choices other than Parmesan oregano.. and honey oat is high in calorie compared to others! I normally choose hearty italian a bit crunchy and not soft when putting for a long while.

for vegetable, normally I ask for more olive, no pickles :) again, tuna and meatball is not a good choice for diet ppl. but then overall, if you take it as a meal then still relatively low in calorie compared to other main meal with rice.

this morning my sis said I looked old and 'ugly' in my family Christmas photo :( hmmm maybe I need To add on some new items to my new year resolution and to do list. this is another heartbroken fact in 12 hours. the 1st one and quite expensive heart broken moment was when I found out royee taken my enriched eye cream rm400+ for a tube, to apply on his allergic hand wounds :~~~~ besides, most of my skin care gone with the wind for them I pour out for fun!!

well, get used to all these dont-know-what-to-say moment.. hmm.. work harder, earn more to cover current damage and damage to be.

😪😪😪

purple monday

2011-12-19T21:11:00.001+08:00

today colleagues sitting around me, including myself, we wear in purple colour ^^ but we don't feel romantic la, coz too busy in clearing jobs :p

21:04 am in the train, going back home now. it seems long way to go. this week, bbb are all in banting, feel so guilty for working late :( my mum must be headache with 3 of them. nowadays, they are too noisy, naughty and so energetic!

another 2 weeks then they are back to school, guess then, they need time to adapt to new environment for royee, and new kinder without gogo for angels. me? just hope for the best, all I want is my children to be good girl and good boy.

another year, then we gonna stay together under 1 roof. a year, it seems long way to go for now.

today I think of enrol myself to study a course. too busy at work, haven't checked out what to study. not sure, I myself can commit to few years study as a working mummy.

am hungry and sleepy. pen-off here.

who marry to Singh?

2011-12-18T07:48:00.001+08:00

found royee and Eva playing this. they learned from their holiday at geandma's house. a cute one.

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they are words and style they learn and make it a habit from grandma's house to our home. I am not get use to it. and in fact, some of the rojak language, I make them to change @_@

u-hu Thursday

2011-12-15T13:12:00.001+08:00

morning 2 quick and serious meetings, to iron some roadblocks.. my tables still full of doc, surrendered, get help from my boss. I do the system part, she does the data entry and printing :p paiseh neh, boss became my assistant pula. we are 2 rich women, coz we are handling millions and millions $$ ^0^ makcik kaya oooo

my lunch. the fried ayam berempah is nice! but a bit salty. the sweet and sour fish is my all time favourite from this cafe.

well, at last I got my Milk from the mini market. been thinking about drinking milk a week ago, everytime go there, no stock. the chocolate biscuits are backup food.

hehehhe greedy me! asked my colleague to dabao for me the very yummy fried kueh tiao for my dinner. gonna stay back and work, sometime I just feel to eat hot food in this cooling office during this raining season.

hehe... syiok sendiri in the lift. today am in vintage feel :p my colleague said me like budak budak when wearing like this. am not that old also ma :p

ini budak going to be 28 soon.. tak tahan her quiet and 'sopan santun' pose hahaha :D a pic taken in her office.

ok, back to my millionaire business :p

my angel

2011-12-15T09:26:00.001+08:00

that day we went to sunward pyramid, 1st time angel requested to take photo when she saw something attracted her. she ran to it and posed :)

mummy, I want 2 of these..

mummy, I want this only har..

mummy, me and duck only har..

mummy, mummy...

mummy, here! I want to take another 2! (at this stage, I already felt so embarrassed, coz the shopkeeper was standing there and looked at us..)

the girl siap went in the shop and carried the deco penguin doll and wanted a pic taken :S

this is inside the shop, consider far end dah >_< when I left the shop, I thanked the guy for his patience :p

ppl offered her the moo moo frozen yogurt to try.. posing again.. the 2 guys looking at us and non stop asking the girl 'nice? very good?'

at last, we went in the restaurant for late lunch after the hospital visit.

hmm dropped a cup of green tea..

and a bowl of ice cream...

the challenge of eating with children in the restaurant :p

my girl grows up le! choose what to wear, when and where to pose for a pic, want to holiday at which house.. most of the time, I let her makes the decision. they know what is their preference and feeling, parents are to guide them only..

gogo and mei mei at grandma's house, angel alone at banting. mummy became her doll, to tight hair, to wash hair, to play the pretend games :p

Xmas @office

2011-12-14T13:47:00.001+08:00

nice colours, nice cake ^^ 2012 - seems so far, yet it is very near!

got this from the company..

got this from officemates - sweet one from Perth, australia. I miss perth, I miss travel @_@ gonna eat this with my bbb for Xmas celebration at home.

got this from my department and lucky draw. may go for McDonald with angel - early morning breakfast before rushing to work? coz I don't think we can have it at night..

got this from gift exchange! cute and nice and a gift for the season! I hang it up, to remind myself, holiday soon, it's ok to work late everyday >_<

well, got the big stack this morning. see the doc staircases? just now got message from my officemate 'you so busy meh?' I told her - I am sinking in the ocean of doc..

1st year, I feel worried, pressure,
uncertainty in welcoming Christmas holiday because of office work. 1st year, no travel trip to wrap up the whole year. 1st year, I found that, all I want for the Christmas is - good health to myself and my family members. better spend money to travel, for family gathering than in the hospital.

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14122011

2011-12-14T09:25:00.001+08:00

yo! christmas and new year is around the corner! today am wearing red blouse with tight jeans (illegal on other than than Friday with company t-shirt) but the holiday celebration feel is much stronger if I wear like this :p

something for today gift exchange. we are celebrating Christmas and year end today in the office. I wear a blink blink headband too >.<

this is something my sis (and I tolong) prepared for her officemates. very cute de neh!

see, tak besar besar punya budak ^0^

does this look like my sis is carrying her very big breast in yellow bras? kakakaka

this is something she prepared for her colleague - according to the word description that written my the gift receiver - PASSION! want to know what is in the box? I guess my sis will post about it in her blog after tonight Christmas party. together we prepared all the 'passionate ingredients' and they were crazy and fun!

we were together till 10pm last night to prepare all these stuff and having fun and laughters. I enjoyed the moment sharing with my sis :D

in the train. my skin allergic from tight to my neck and face, just feeling the whole body is itchy! not comfortable la.. this is expansive sickness :( 1st consultation cost me rm650? for 2 weeks antibiotic course is rm400. yesterday follow up, I need another 3 weeks course of antibiotic @_@

lets work harder.. see can get better increment to cover all those high commitment and expenses :p

12122011

2011-12-12T19:53:00.001+08:00

today I written quite a lot of 12/12/2011 on office documents ^^ nice number combination :)

morning when I reached the office I got this new stack of doc on my table. yo! don't want to stress myself, so I try to take it 'easy' :p

supervisor shared this black sesame pau with me.. I took it for morning tea break. nope, eating and working together :S

lunch time I ate my mama homecook at the office breakout area. after eating, I went to the Christmas tree and added some ting ting tong tong. set some level of stress off ^^

continue working till 7pm+ angel called and asked me to go back early. she is having mouth ulcers. complaining cannot drink, cannot eat :p

well, I left office as it. millions RM of doc can't be processed coz lacking of info. not going to touch them tomorrow, coz tomorrow I will be on mc ^^

not a holiday

2011-12-12T09:24:00.001+08:00

hmmm today is a holiday to selangor staff, am kl staff :~ how I wish I can go shopping at one-utama like my sis, or home sweet home with family like my laogong hmm.. am on the way to the office, and I know there is a big big stack of doc is pending to clear on my desktop hohhh...

freedom freedom.. am looking for freedom from controlling by time and life commitment @_@

last Saturday, I set up the sewing machine with help of my laogong :p he is pro than me come to this sewing thingy.

see the flora cloth am using and the one standby aside? they are from my mum in law :p

a bit kelam kabut in handling the machine. too high tech to me.

a carrier that can fit in 2 Barbie dolls and their cloths ^^

too plain.. so deco the bag with some felt.. it was a midnight job :)

ta-da!

love and time spent to hand sew the felt kekeke..

well, Eva seen it but doesnt like it - bu mei li (not nice) my sis asked her 'you bring this bag to the kinder la' Eva replied 'ah?! friends will laugh at me de!' oh, mummy's heart broken le :~ luckily, I saw angel happily using the bag carry the 2 Barbie dolls around :) different taste ya.. Eva complained about the cloth pattern not nice.

well, this is another unfinished piece of a carry bag ^^ to e continued in this weekend :)

good night

2011-12-08T22:51:00.001+08:00

a night without him :( I miss my boy so much tonight..

gals are playing carrom

benefits of having siblings ^^

angel and Eva wanted to send pic to gogo

^^

tomorrow I can see my royee boy then. can't wait for it.. just now in the phone call, royee told me he miss me and sisters so much ^^ I asked, these few days no one sing for you how you sleep? 'so tired then sleep lo.. but when you are around, I want you to sing for me oo' ^^

good night.. I will wake up on Friday ^^

sickening Thursday

2011-12-08T13:11:00.001+08:00

ya, I am sick :( just taken flu pill, body started feeling warm..

taking lunch now in the office. sometime there is ppl come near me and ask 'what are you bringing today? you cook? why you are alone?...' yesterday I took my lunch at a less-ppl cafe, finished watching an hour Korean drama series. today I am here blogging. sometime you need 'alone' time for yourself. after this makan, maybe I will spend time on designing Christmas party invitation for my office.

hmm feeling unwell now :( last night I ate a lot of durians, my mama new recipe of fried chicken (really yummy!) and dried green pea. ok, hope tonite I can go back early an sleep well.

laogong booked a family travel trip next year. this year end no more going to Singapore for Christmas after many consideration - money matter made us headache most of the time. this is the 1st time, Christmas at homeland after so many years. my bbb are occupied with Christmas celebration and performance at the church too. hope this year, we have a little special Christmas celebration at home ^^ will attend a Christmas bread making class this weekend, hope I can master the skill and make some nice aroma bread this Christmas :)

miss my royee boy so much! wonder what he is doing at granny house. just now my colleague went to pantry, then chit chatting with the office tea lady kakak. when asked about the children, the kakak sobbing terus :~ my colleague got panic, asked kakak to be easy. not easy to leave your home sweet home and work in the foreign land. I can't. even if i can, I gonna spend all my earning for phone bills and flight tickets >.<

well, I want to do some design to ease my mind now, before start working to catch up with deadlines.....

Wednesday?

2011-12-07T09:26:00.001+08:00

hmmm wednesday? it seems so fast! very fast my royee boy gonna enter primary school! last week bbb went to sgbuloh grandpama house. this week, only royee alone staying there.

mummy: tell me 3 reasons (evil mummy :p), why you like to stay in ye ye nai nai house?
royee: 1st you said I can go de. 2nd there are foods to eat..
mummy: hey, waipo house got no food meh? you har, eat eat eat only ooo.. ok, the 3rd reason?
royee: the 3rd one.. there is a didi (my in law babysit a 1year old boy) there..
mummy: oh! you go there because of the little brother? (I turned to laogong) hey! see, royee needs a baby brother, he loves to have a didi!
well, laogong ignored me >.<

well forget about the little baby :~ as I know, royee goes to sgbuloh can do some guys stuff with his dad and grandpa eg house renovation, gate painting to my sgbuloh house. let him learn to be independent without mummy singing him to sleep is good too! so he can get used to standard1 days without mummy company on school days.

1st day I called him, he was not happy coz adults stopped him from eating candies at 21:50 :( normal day he doesn't eat sweets, why go out he crazy about sweets? too free I guess. last night the 2nd day, i called him, before laogong passed the phone to royee, I can hear this 'aiyo! you just finished eating dinner now you eat bread somemore!!' well, I need to expect my boy comin back with bigger size >.< I warned him, don't get fatter till you can't fit in your school uniforms. hehe.

2 gals sleep with me - 1 left and 1 right. they are so talkative, non stop talking till they sleep. my parents also can't stand on them, ask them to talk in the room :p less fighting happen when gogo is not at home. every night I sing songs to sleepkan them, they request for their favourite songs so you can simply choose your song list. girls - macam macam ada :p

tuesday 0612

2011-12-06T09:25:00.002+08:00

last nite when I brought Angels out to dabao supper for my mum, the cd player in the car playing the English Christmas song 'Santa baby'. Eva shouted 'switch it to Chinese, Chinese faster!' I felt this is funny, she must think of the language translation button in Astro decoder remote control :p

good morning! I am a running horse in this lovely morning. driving fast, running fast, climbing the staircases fast!!! to catch the 9am train. short of breath :S need to exercise more frequent, gaining weight le :~

nah, sharing u the pic of my latest look - fatty auntie aaa!! I was washing hair for my royee boy last sunday, 1 week staying at my in law house never wash the hair and head.. so smelly! the 2 gals also, I washed their hair with organic shampoo, hair treatment oil added and dry their hair.. wow! silky smooth long hair! I am envy la :S

Eva's long hair at bra-line length. keeping their front hair long too.

angel's hair. well, this pic snapped when angel crying 'why always she becomes teacher and I am always student! I want to be teacher too ma wawawa :~' well, now I understand why ppl always say, siblings fighting and crying for nothing. within few minutes, you can hear them laughing together and playing happily >0< last night I told my mum another 1.5 months then Chinese new year lo. my mum's mouth big big. ya, time flies so fast! last night my boss asked me can we achieve all our set goal, ya, 3 weeks to go only, need to work harder lo. today lunchtime may go to visit my colleague in the hospital. removing breast lumps. hmmm take good care everyone ya! treasure the every moment with your love one. spend time to be happy and thankful. forget about the sadness and leave no regrets ^^

ho! ho! ho!

2011-12-05T18:40:00.001+08:00

long time no see! 😁

I have lost track what was my last story posted here, before reading it to refresh, let me share with you what I have done today lunch time.

Christmas tree! a new one for my office.

sitting alone in the corner, I enjoyed the peacefulness moment - only me and the green Christmas tree :)

ta-da! all by me!

this is the entrance look. everyone who comes in my office level floor, must see my deco hahaha :D need more deco for the tree and the office area.

this morning, when I feel frustrated about the shutdown of train station lift, so I need to carry the Christmas tree box, my big bag with chocolate muffins and santa babies deco.. I met my ex-supervisor in the train. he brought the Christmas tree for me! 7mins walk from the station to the office :D am so thankful for this!

everyday is a good day! see how we see the world ^^ before I left the office, I saw my team member brought a cupcake with him. with a backpack on and a red paper cup and homemade choc muffin, I hope he got the sweetness of the cake and day too! :D

LOVE!

2011-11-27T19:22:00.001+08:00

YouTube Video

how a laogong surprised the wife with 'my wife, I love you!' in Vietnamese ^0^

I love this video sooo much!!
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this is the day!

2011-11-26T06:59:00.001+08:00

yo! 26-11-2011 tiew family BIG event!

done with last night everything, and few things still on hand, 06:53 and I can't sleep well the whole night hmmm.. so kan jiong, like me going to be pretty bride >.<

going to prepare soon, get myself done, then bbb. will bring them to the hotel and meet up with my er sao. last night we sen er sao and Vietnamese family to the hotel. 4 of them in a room, asked them if want to get another room, so they sleep more comfortable, er sao said no, she was scared :p

see my er sao so unwillingly separate with my digo, I feel so funny, especially when she used her Vietnamese-Chinese tone and asked my digo don't drink too much, don't do this don't do that.. she even reminded my digo from the room window when we were at downstair! so cute!!!

lovely couple ^^ wish all the best for today ceremony. and wish them always swimming in the honey sweet love ocean ya!

serious?

2011-11-25T19:53:00.001+08:00

betul? but can tell one thing, if a man cry in front of me, when I still loving him much, I feel to hug him and comfort him; if the love is not strong enough, I feel only 'oh, crying oo, then what you want me to do?' :p

ok, enough non sense, in fact I feel down today, before noon. after the lunch time, after eating my home pack lunch, I went out to buy peanut + chocolate wafer and few packs of nuts and snacks.

I was so full! with the full stomach, I finished editing 1 of my digo wedding video.

so touching, my eyes one wet my throat gone dried when listening to the singing and watching the story line. just wishing they always in the love ocean :)

this is the reason why am feeling down today. hmmm... but am too busy to be low battery now. tonight gonna be a long night for me, so many things on hand to complete for my digo's big day tomorrow. ya, 26-11-2011.

reaching station. see ya!

Friday sky blue

2011-11-25T09:10:00.001+08:00

today I see the sky, but I can't smile..

am tired physically, am hurt mentally..

the sky is big, I am small.. so my troubles and worries gonna be gone with the wind soon.. hopefully..

tired..

2011-11-24T19:26:00.001+08:00

well, few more days to go, keeping the spirit.. longing for this coming Monday replacement holiday.

my latest iPhone home screen. change feel.

morning walking to the office, I love the blue sky. I want to learn to paint this sky blue. maybe I want to get a very nice sky and keep in my room. I heart blue sky.

would you ever think of this - would it be anyone, everyday busy walking, working, driving.. but never look up to the sky? there must be someone.. I guess. I see the sky almost everyday, coz I see smile :)

lunch time I went out to print these photos. for digo house deco. I tumpang printing my photo also, coz I have empty photo frames too at bkt31.

can ser the photo frames which are waiting for beautiful photos? ^^ I bought another photo frame stand or rail? from ikea last week.

come to December or cny holidays, I want to print more photos for my house photo albums. so many photos to handle oo.

got these today. me at cake deco class.

hehe blur blur beginner ya! >.<

waiting for bread making and pastry class. sweetiemich is always full of plans and projects, hehe jadi tak jadi, belakang cerita :p

Thursday blue sky

2011-11-24T09:28:00.001+08:00

I like today sky!

well, if I stop the car and take the picture with better camera, then it gonna be perfect!

holiday morning.. a tv is enough to make bbb sit down and be good gal and boy :p now my papa bought a 46" tv, lagi happy they watch cartoon. well, too many cartoons in a day, make them confused too..

cinderella mixed with Tom and jerry..

pink panther vs mulan!

royee shared with me Cars story with Tom and jerry are in the racing team too! macam macam ada ooo..

well, last night I went to my digo's house to do some final touch up of the new room.

cute de neh!! I like this bedsheet set soooo much! when I spotted it, fast fast called my digo come to buy, coz left only 1 set :p

this is the DIY lamp, we bought the white lamp at ikea coz it is cheap :p in order to make it having wedding ang ang feel, we got the idea to stick this art craft on ^^

with light on.. cantik right? we have 2 sets ^^

this is the jewelry box side look. happy face ^^

see see, a husband and father-to-be busy digo :D

ya, finally the Vietnamese family is here. this is er sao's mummy and sister. and my angel eating crackers from Vietnam. sedap!!

can ser my ersao big belly le. 4+ months now. see, she is so happy to be with her family. previously home sick oo, wanted to go back vietnam with big belly..

hehehe big belly vs small belly ^^

I like this living hall curtain. my taste my choice :p

busy bee

2011-11-23T09:36:00.001+08:00

hmm.. not easy to handle wedding lemeh temeh things especially when I don't have extra leave to take :(

many more things to do for digo' wedding but we left only 3days? and I still need to work ooo.. normally for wedding, gal side and guy side can share the responsibilities on preparation. however, since my er sao family is far away, somemore if want follow Chinese wedding adat resam, only guy side can do it all. so I become gal side person in charge, my digo as guy side, beside I am the wedding and new house deco busybody >.<

I have few music videos to do. I need to come out the printout of guess sitting arrangement. my papa is away to china, so more kelam kabut for my digo to handle all. today vietnam family will be arrived, my digo gonna be very busy then. they gonna stay here for about 2 weeks, hope I can learn more Vietnam words from their conversation :p night before I found few Korean and Taiwanese drama series in Vietnam language, show them to my er sao she was so happy ^^ of course, you can hear to your more familiar language in foreign country :)

these few weekends and holidays, we bought things for home and wedding. most of the time, my digo asks me to choose only. if I don't know what colour to choose, I ask my er sao >.<

tired ooo..

after this wedding, still need to shop. shop for maternity stuff for my er sao, bra small le, pants small le.. huh~ a busy 2011 ooo.. 2 family weddings, 1 graduation, 2 pregnancies for both tiew and thea families :p both also foreign wives hehe. want to pack and prepare things for the china sis in law too. gambattee!!
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supervisor is away for a week, me this acting small boss got messages. today many off from work? ppl take leave, mc, late to work... facebook status shows few friends are sick.. putrajaya station also not many cars and ppl ooo..

2211

2011-11-22T22:27:00.001+08:00

missing tooth..

hehe

my gals

my bbb

shonejay angels

big Liao lo

holiday mood ^0^

butterflies~

ok, 22:27 now, I want to sleep le.. so sleepy aaaa...

22112011

2011-11-22T11:22:00.001+08:00

today is 22/11/2011 8 years and 1 month of my marriage life :p ya, another 4 days, my digo wedding ceremony... busy!!

posted my digo's wedding photo and share with you all. the song is very beautiful - chosen by me! :p and I love the quote vivian posted 'because of life having cracked lines, then only sunshine can shine into our lives' - imperfection brings perfection ^^

drinking this apple + tomato + carrot juice, am blogging, and wanna get back to work. at home busy, at office busy..
wonder of I can finish editing 4 videos in 4 days @_@

my digo house.. last night I rated there till 11pm..

Christmas mood~

2011-11-21T09:26:00.001+08:00

start feeling Christmas holiday mood dah~

@ the curve

@ikea.

red. red. red.

like the cute hearts

sis n I n the Xmas trees

plan to do this in my house, next year?

^^

@ikano power center

@ subway pyramid

hehe^^ 4 of us :p

ohhh!! digo and the pity deer >.<

sky at sunway

@klang

@ daiso bukit tinggi

@aeon bukit tinggi with yujet

mama @ bkt31 :D

bbb say sorry..

2011-11-20T16:30:00.001+08:00

outside the room..

royee: come, we shall apologise to mummy
angel: ok we go and say sorry
Eva: I don't want..
royee: you need to say sorry de..
Eva: bu yao la..
royee: eh, mummy leh?

in the room..
royee: come we apologise to mummy..
Eva: I don't want..
angel: mummy~ dui bu qi..
royee: mummy, dui bu qi. Eva, your turn faster
Eva: I don't want..
angel: see, it is raining!
royee: later we go out and play ok?
angel and Eva: ya!
royee: we go and play when the day turns better, but I need you all to promise 1 thing.. to you only Eva.. you need to say sorry to mummy
Eva: I don't want la..
royee: you don't want because you don't love mummy or you are scared?
Eva: I dare not to..
royee: mummy~ sorry~

mummy: why you all need to apologise?

royee: because we are naughty, take the water colour by our own..
mummy: I know you all love drawing and colouring, but when you all do this thing, pls get help from adult.

royee: we can do it
Eva: gogo pour the colour for us..
angel: but we dirty up the floor, need to wipe the colour off, then all in mess ;(

mummy: ok, since you all loves to draw, go and take piece of paper, draw for me what things you do will make mummy happy, and what you do gonna make mummy sad..

they are doing it now..

suddenly..

royee: there are only 2 things an make you happy, be a good child and care about you.

honestly.. from the beginning of the dialogue 'we shall apologise to mummy' till the 2 things that make me happy.. my heart has been melted 💓💓💓

shall I?

2011-11-18T17:30:00.003+08:00

this is the question...

Michelle:
Shall i.. Rebonding my hair?

Laogong:
Depend on you but it will look more nicer. But it is expensive right? You dont mind the maintenance of the rebonding hair?

Michelle:
If… the rebonding is successful… n fact nothing much we need to do to the hair.. just normal treatment. Now I look a bit not ok with this natural half curly hair. Ya, costly.. at least rm300 need to spend.. but can last till cny ooooo

Laogong:
For me you look awesome after rebonding.

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Jenny:
YES!

ok, I shall do something to my hair then :p

by the way, today I am in 'happy flying bird' mood :D super good mood that made me feel like I am flying and playing with the clouds :D because of...

my son graduates from kinder?
I got a big hug from the kinder teacher?
I made ppl smile?
got good words from big boss?
yesterday my colleague asked 'you lost weight?'
saw very nice performance from my Angels last night?
had a great night kisses with laogong?
mummy sitting with me and show me children school work one by one when I made jelly in the kitchen?
I am wearing my own lucky handmade hairclip?

ohhh!!! so many reasons to made me so happy these few days!!! I hope I have spread laughters and love with hope to ppl surrounding me :D may God bless everyone of us ^^

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p/s
Michelle:
OK!!! Great answer! come, sponsorship!!!! :D

Laogong:
asking u what time can sampai bukit tinggi? after work!

see.. put in words are so beautiful and sweet, come to money hor, change topic so fast!
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you are my sunshine

2011-11-17T08:39:00.001+08:00

last day go kinder with school bag

2nd last day bbb go kinder together

gogo is leaving the kinder left the 2 sisters

today us. the precious memorable moments ^^

today driving to the kinder, we sing 'you are my sunshine' together ~@~

collagen

2011-11-16T18:55:00.001+08:00

the conversation went like this..

hehehe I felt funny and embarrassed coz sharing with ppl the goodness of collagen supplement but I guess, most of you can't see the good effect of collagen from my look :p kakakaka...

well, teachers got to know I drink collagen because of the below handmade thank you note butterflies from bbb to the kinder teachers :p

cute kan!

dropping by..

2011-11-16T13:39:00.001+08:00

ya, dropping by my blog to say HI! to you :D

today me @ office lobby.

many many many stories to share, but dont know when want to blog about them :p stay tune~

cari makan

2011-11-11T17:25:00.001+08:00

after the team building, 2 cars of Chinese gang went to kampar for yummy nice food :D

fried medium sized prawns. it is tasty to be eaten like this only. yummy!

my favourite tofu. the sauce and the tofu is a best match. I didn't eat the pi dan, maybe the taste nicer with pi dan together.

this fish is smooth and soft. ye ginger sauce is very nice taste and nice aroma :)

oo-jian. dried fried oyster.. nice!

then come the hero dish of the day! this pic is to show the prawn legs :p you can just pull the meat out by using chopstick II :p

see the big heads? nice colouring an setting.. everyone's camera is up!

1 prawn each. total 7 of us. the soup is nice!! with some wine and prawn sweetness.. great!!

go and buy the bread chicken curry too!! will only eat at home, stomach has been filled with prawns! :p

so don't worry for losing weight for workout hard in team building activities, staircases climbing... we gained more than what we losing :p

@trolak

2011-11-11T13:06:00.001+08:00

pic snapped and edited @ trolak sungkai perak

happy 11.11.2011 ^^

party @ office

2011-11-09T18:52:00.001+08:00

food post :D

to celebrate these 2 occasions

banyaknya the rice! very tasty brown rice and some herbs inside

see the chicken curry and fish curry punya oil :S

my favourite putumayam. last time I used to eat putumayam at arputha's house on deepavali day, these years not every year I eat putumayam on deepavali.

we have carbonara spegetti

very tempting fruits salad and sandwiches. some Indian kueh

we have steamboat too! plain chicken soup and tomyam soup

we have cake, sweet talam, seri muka, sago with gula Melaka and coconut milk.. and of course, my kiwi and lychee crystal jelly too!

super sweet corner :p

too many foods.. so we invited guest as well. they are my office organic soup gang :D

storyboard

2011-11-09T09:24:00.001+08:00

below photos are taken from tee chin harn's fb

love this. when I was a young child, I did things like this too. self-directed drama, story telling recording, role playing. sometime with friends or brothers, most of the time, I was alone playing few roles.

now I do recording video and audio too, using camera and phone voice recording. do photos editing, do music story too. so, somehow what we are doing now, what our hobbies now, are linking from the past.

feel happy and amused with the above conversation. in fact, I didn't change, what I am doing now, most of the things are from my young time interest. when I was young, I like handmade, I like cute stuff, I love kitchen, I love music and video editing, I did sewing and handcraft too! I write, I sing, I listen, I snap :)

hoping, my children love doing what I am doing now, so we can together come up big and nice projects. children like photos and acting too, well may look for opportunity in this area ^^

tissue case and hairclips done last weekend

sunflowers

2011-11-08T19:51:00.001+08:00

now am in the train... so hungry thinking what to eat 😖 need to rush back home and make crystal jellies for tomorrow office party of deepavali + raya haji.

teatime - potato soup

then very nice club sandwich from my boss ^^

the address book going to be done, my plan is to send the design out for printing by tomorrow, then collect them by Friday evening or next Monday. Thursday and Friday am going to be away, team building @ perak.

fried chicken + curry leaves

2011-11-07T02:44:00.001+08:00

3 days holidays, Saturday I went to cake deco class, sunday laogong brought bbb to sgbuloh to visit in law family. I didn't follow them, can do more things in the holiday eg helping my digo to prepare the wedding, outing with my sister, my own personal time, and rest.

for not feeling so guilty for not going back with them, I decided to cook something for laogong to being back home :D as my sister said, pa ma in law wanted to scold me also cannot :p

preparing for fried chicken and curry leaves. marinated sauce = soy sauce, salt, pepper, corn flour.

marinated chicken put in the wok and fry about 5 minutes..

then fry the curry leaves and capsicum then added in the earlier fried chicken. plus the sauce of sugar, soy salt, chicken stock granule, water. fry till the sauce dry. need few minutes..

ta-da! done the fried chicken with curry leaves. this is my 1st try. I didn't taste the chicken, coz the portion seemed small. I tried the curry leaves, the taste is ok!

besides the chicken, I sent to over too! the cake that I deco in the class :p but I non stop reminding laogong and bbb, remove all the fondant before eating. tell you, this beautiful an colourful stuff are too sweet!

bbb are excited balik kampung :) I kissed their foreheads and waved bye bye to them..

now I am going to sleep lo.. alone in this big room.. too sleepy to be lonely.. 2:41am now, just half way done the below..

hehe.. guess what? :p

aloha!

2011-11-04T09:48:00.001+08:00

easy Friday mood ya!!! although I have a big stack of doc to settle by today, and I am late to work due to slow traffic.. it's alright, coz today is Friday!

raining days.. so I prepare this sweet soup to warm the tummy ^^

yummy yummy warm warm ya~

my delivery angels :D

thanks SMS from royee's teacher :p

when I prepared something for others, my papa surprised me with warm pao :D we get more when we give ^^

laogong said wanna bring bbb back to sgbuloh to visit grandma and grandpa, overnight trip. ok, I can go shopping for royee, yujet, my gogo, bruce and papa oriental style cloth for my digo's wedding. more small small things to do ya! oh, tomorrow I have cake deco class too!

looking forward for this 3 days break.

me @ 3-4 years old i guess :p

happy Friday ya!!!

weekend coming..

2011-11-03T18:47:00.001+08:00

1 more day to go, this week am so tired, so sleepy in the office, do max stretching in the washroom @_@

my tea break, the organic carrot + capsicum + celery soup and nin gou + yam. after eating still can't open my eyes wide, shared a peanut + chocalate waffle with my boss.

while waiting for the waffle @ lunch time

time flies, little miracle in my er sao's belly is getting bigger and bigger. 14 weeks now, baby can suck thumb, kicking, pass urine.. hehe my iPhone not only keep record of myself and my sis period cycle date, but also my er sao pregnancy calendar. so my digo always ask 'now how many weeks already ya?' :D

hope tonight I can get the graduate photos of royee classmates, the kinder address book is almost done. next week should be ok to send out for printing.

my boy..

wild cat~

ending song of the graduation concert

love this pic.. see peace in Eva :) all the above concert pic are from sir harn - royee's part time English teacher on story telling and singing.

I need rest.

Thursday!

2011-11-03T09:33:00.002+08:00

still can't accept this.. today is Thursday? ��

found out my phone sent this message out to sin chee jit poh hmmm...

this happened when we allow our children using our smart phone. like Junie complained her daughter sent friend request to her not very closed friend :p

below photos taken by my digo, got surprised by gals grow up so fast!

anyway, they are wearing < 3 years old dress and long pants. all short short now.

luckily they grow taller not fatter, so still can recycle the baby cloths :p

happy Thursday!

another day

2011-11-02T09:27:00.001+08:00

a brand new day ^^ today am wearing in purple, thought of wearing purple shoes too, but tak jadi, don't want to be purple lady :p last time I had a team member always is purple - from the eye shadow to the dress and heel, bag and accessories.. I used to call her purple lady :D

last night I found out, Eva and angel becoming more alike. the outlook I mean.

trying cheong sum that brought from boutique by my mama. this is too big size 13.

this is size 7. a bit short for Eva. few posts from the above, Eva looks like angel. didn't buy this, in fact I have bought what Angels going to wear.

out from the bath room, see angel and eva sleeping le, royee is reading. trying hard to pronounce the English words correctly. cute! it's blissful when you see your children reading, writing, drawing, playing by their own ^^

today we have deepavali open house at office. gonna be yummy and heavy lunch then :p this Friday also have another department deepavali open house. next week is deepavali + raya haji makan makan. see!! ppl like me who always having good appetite one how to lose weight? that day so happy I lost 1.1kg, 2 weeks later, I gained back what I had lost :~~

my boy is very supportive, night time always mummy, let's exercise for 30 min / 1 hour. ohhhh mummy is so tired and itchy itchy oooo cannot exercise these few days. I do feel lucky to have this boy, always hang around with mummy :D

sleepy now.. in the train, thinking of mountain of pending jobs in the office, feel to have long holiday :( another 3 days to go, then we can have 3 days holidays. laogong asked to go getting highlands, hmmm now raining season aa. find other place to go.

tata.

chocolate from my exboss :D

oct last weekend

2011-11-01T20:03:00.001+08:00

Friday nite I printed the wedding invitation cards with digo - for part 1. so we did the serious stuff, we ate yummy supper too! :p digo fried BBQ jumbo sausage, the taste so so. then print and print, a little bit hungry, digo cooked a very big bowl of yee mee soup! it was yummy and fattening!! 2 fatty felt guilty actually hahahha :D

slept at 4am+ then woke up at 7am+ drive bbb to klang bkt31 at 8am. I was so blur @_@ reached home, picked up their bags, I sent angel to ballet class with my sis, laogong sent Eva to music class. there is no art class on the 5th Saturday of the month. so royee stayed with maid sister at home.

came back from ballet class, 11am we dropped angel at home, then we went to jusco. I managed to renew my j-card and redeem rm150 of shopping vouchers. normal day the counter is having long queue one.

at last I posted out the gift and wises to Arpu. I sent it on saturday and she got it on Monday. this is fast!

got time to be makcik at fitting room too. a set of baju kurung cost rm25, this is quite low price right? and I can wear it! tapi, only my sis bought, I didn't buy it, coz I look like ah soh in the pic :(

we went to GM after we left jusco. we found a shop selling dress and shirts at rm15!! all are from mat salleh countries, good quality and nice design. 2 of us tried n tried ;p we bought few sets. we bought legging too! konon nak change our dressing style la hahaha :D

4pm+ we sent children and back to banting. kinder graduation and concert at 7pm+

my boy graduates dah! big boy dah! can you spot him?

Eva is a ostrich girl :p I like this dance :)

reached bkt31 home at 1am+ @_@ can't open my eyes big but still excited with this.. :p

sunday noon I found this in children room cute!

prepare lunch for bbb. see the steamed eggs machine? love it!

then I bake cake.. when gals are upstairs drawing ke apa tah and royee playing angry birds.

1st batch failed. coz too many green tea powder.

my bro in law and his wife came and visited us when I was busy baking.. with colouring on my hands and face :p this cake is very simple and nice but I found it costly rm40 for pandan layer cake. after bro in law left, laogong brought bbb go swimming..

ok, this one better right? my apam polka dots done :p the I ajak my sis dinner, we ate steamboat :D

came back home, seen this..

laogong busy cooking burger for bbb! what a surprise ^0^

Eva said 'we are now like in restaurant oo' :D parents little bit extra effort, children are happy ^^

playing piano in the room after I takin shower. release tension and looking for a better week ahead :) normally I play songs when I am free in the room, sometime with children, sometime with myself ^^

find time for ourselves, to love ourselves ^^ this end my October final weekend.

itchy Tuesday

2011-11-01T10:17:00.001+08:00

3 days already, inserted 3 days vaginal tablets but still my vaginal infection not ok ok :~ it actually gone better, but it came with urine infection! ohhh.... guess that my body must be very tired and weak, so I easily to get infected these weeks. can't imagine my sis how to cope with this kind of condition for everyday! poor gal.

these days I been busy doing kinder address book and my digo wedding preparation. digo wedding dinner would be in oriental theme, so we were busy looking around for nice cheong sum :p of course, not for my size la! my er sao is pregnant and she can wear cheong sum prettier and sexier than me aiyo!

checking out cheongsum for my gal gal.. thanks to my supervisor who drive me to midvalley for this :p

I like the blue flowers cheongsum collar design, but they don't have my gal gal size.

this one we tried on deepavali. the only baju with my digo's size. but this design made my digo look like a grandpa kahwinkan his granddaughter :D me and er sao non stop laughing ooo :p

this one at klang GM. shorts short. let them modelling. for cny actually.

laogong in oriental style. cinapek kekekke..

all of them above are meant for fun only.. didn't buy any from the above, except the pink one that Eva's wearing. make it for cny. and the below, I bought for cny or digo's wedding.

when we were trying the cny cloths in the shop, many other shop sales gals standing nearby and watching fashion show. 'wahh cantiknya!!!' but not all I snapped photos, coz my gals were shy, bing naked in front of so many eyes. see this pic they can't even post like normal :p

apart from the cloths, we been busy with guest lists too. this one we got pressure, coz the order is coming from my papa 'faster print them out! don't delay anymore!!' wow..

so to surprise my papa, both of my digo and I burnt the midnight oil. he put the envelop and I do the setting 1 by 1 till 3am+ when you about to yahoo! then we found out, 205/206 envelopes for papa list! ok, recheck the list to find out the missing one :~

accident does happen.. we found out this is the only envelop was without the red wording design. and in my papa's name list, we have the only one with English name. so we reserved the odd envelop for this name. mana tau, we placed the envelop in wrong way..

don't want to waste the envelop, we made some touch up design. ta-da! hahhaa :D

in the printing process, we learnt quite a lot name addressing to our relatives.

the invitation card.. why yellow? my digo said 'bersih! 1 yellow!' he is looking for yellow costume for his dinner too :p

so you can see Vietnamese papa and mama's names.. cute arrangement :D my er sao's name is 'mei xin' (beautiful heart) in fact this is the sound of her Vietnamese name, she is pure vietnamese not Chinese. hope I can learn some simple vietnamese language soon :p

papa busy busy.. royee busy body..

so far, the name list hasnt been finalised yet, still no closing yet, but our cards no more dah, going to order more. so far, we guess, at least 70-80 tables wow wow..

^^ these days I really do quite a lot of things, so the time arrangement depends on us :D and ya, with some itchiness to company you kekekke..

small little sweetness

2011-10-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

hahahaha :D the reason for me to blog at 01:13 when I slept only 3.5 hours last night @_@

well, in fact I have few unfinished posts at my draft folder, but now I am so sleepy :( so blur... sleep for few hours only these few days, and I got vaginal infection coz not enough sleep. just inserted an antibiotic pill in my vaginal, and I shall sleep now, the best way to cure and prevent sickness is to have enough rest.

now is sunday, I gonna bake cakes! few recipes in hand, feel to try them all!! :p tata.. share more later ^^

'my hobby is sharing' said sweetiemich
I like this ! kekekke :D

semester break

2011-10-24T20:21:00.001+08:00

I miss the semester breaks during college time. 1-2 weeks you can free your mind to sleep, to play, to don't bother about time and daily study and homework. how I wish we can have semester break in working life :( this year annual leave I left the precious 1.5 days. have the thought - I want to take a week off for Chinese new year - still long way to go hmmm..

before I left the office, I have new 50 requests printed and waving at me!! hope that my team member can be recovered soon and be healthy then come back office and together we do our daily jobs. now 2 roles in a person is tiring and stressed especially when too many demands come in at 1 goal. huh~~

just now I got the cert for my double spot awards. spot award is small award to appreciate our contribution on special task or being a good staff. we have departmental award, project award, senior management award, CEO award... anyway, small spot award is very good enough for me to small little screw in the office ship :p

planing for an outing with laogong and bbb in raja haji break. laogong needs to check his budget 1st. in fact, for this November, we gonna spend much for my digo's wedding, 1 family dinner dress and some set up. besides, royee is going to say bye bye to the kinder friends, am preparing address books for the class.

after digo's wedding, we can bring out our Christmas tree, and do the deco, mr Santa is coming soon lo~~

24102011 monday

2011-10-24T14:16:00.001+08:00

miss my sis's blog.. hmm poor network connection? too many DVD to catch up? too lazy to blog? I have no idea, guess that the next update from her would be 'oh! I am pregnant!' or 'hey, I just got my new born!' or the blog would be permanently closed :p

easy Monday but not a free Monday, many brought forward jobs from last week. looking forward to this deepavali break, I miss my bkt31. sis is traveling, but I don't stay at home either, go out and company my digo to wedding studio, to household stuff shops, to maternity cloths department :p

my er sao. this is the cup of coffee she been dreaming on since she got to know she is conceived :p I beg my digo to allow her to drink the coffee ^_^ my digo controls my er sao's diet. she has gained weight, and even she is fatter now, her waist is only 26 inches, before this less than 24"? ohhhhhh....

I baked this before I left the house to meet up my digo. 10 grains rice + sausage cubes. not that am so healthy type, wanna gone for full 10 grains, my 10 grains rice are having mini ants! the sealed pack was loosen :( so I let the grains did the sun bath then cook them all. in fact, the lunch box I brought today also 10 grains rice with my mama steamed eggs.

added miso paste on the baked rice. it is salty! I should reduce the miso paste and increase the sugar or sweet corns added. anyway, good try :p never thot of bake the rice, tried pan fly and steamed only.

I heat up the ready made pizza as tea time. children 1st time try. Eva doesn't like it. royee finished 2.5 pieces! 'mummy, this is really delicious! I still have the nice smell in my mouth!' I told him to ask papa I buy more next time. this frozen pizza supposed to serve on angels' birthday party, but that day we got too much foods. and ya, the boy be the angel yesterday :p

what else I did in last weekend?

I do this lovely ribbon flower headband :D

children were sleeping, laogong was busy, so I be the model in the bath room :p

I made this too! love the colours.

these 2 models were so busy and reluctant to entertain me, coz they were playing Barbie dolls in the room :p

I finished watching the newly bought sewing machine instruction DVD with my laogong, together with the durian as supper :p tell you, my laogong knows sewing more than me coz my mother in law was having sewing college! when she was younger time. from small classes to college, and all my laogong's baby milk were from the tailor made cloths orders :p wonder when I will start using the machine, but guess that I need laogong help me to set up everything kekekke.

below pics are taken from kinder Facebook, this is the reason I cancel my bread making class. children have performance for majlis daerah kuala langat.

colouring contest before the performance.

they got the goodie bag with a big box of colour pencils, bread, cake, drink.

the kinder is no.1 performer.

watching our ppl peformed. I like this pic, coz my eyes got laogong and laogong eyes got me (at background) :p

hehehe...

if these were all my children... hahahaha :D

mummy talking with Eva gal gal ^^

oh ya!!! very important one..

I managed to have dinner with my sis before she left for her travel trip!

and this is the treat from me at little Vietnam restaurant to celebrate I got double mini award in office kekeke :p

pink piggy for u! :D

lalala

2011-10-19T13:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

above words got from fb, very meaningful. if we practise this, the world is more beautiful ^^

gone to little india at office area. had lunch with my Indian colleague. 1st time we were out together, and she brought me to nice food stall for makan makan. in Indian place makan makan, and surrounded by mostly Indian and Chinese, the experience is different! eat at the roadside stall then look far for so many colourful Indian costume :D deepavali feel aaa! hmm ya, thinking of my special friend too! been had this feeling before when we went to another kl area for food which near to the Indian temple, there, only me alone Chinese ;p

bought these for angel and Eva ^^

the red design is very eyes catching! a bit like Chinese cheong sum design. my colleague asked me don't choose too 'indian' design.. ya true, coz we gonna wear them at bila bila masa - maybe among all the Chinese :p

search and search the shop guy managed to find the same design for me. now only I know, all the design+colour are unique, so there won't be ppl wearing same as yours. got look for boy design, but I gonna checked with my boy boy, see if he wants to wear it or not, coz high collar and long sleeve.

a good experience gained today. and I got to know new lunch partner and good and relatively cheaper foods to be :D

19102011

2011-10-19T09:27:00.001+08:00

soooo fast, Wednesday le! boss gone for 3 days training starting today, wow I hope no much troubles and problems happen this week ^^

found this is cute and funny in fb :D

bbb got this from a little sis - daughter of my papa's friend. so lovely :)

^__^

today is my BFF's birthday too! she is in Australia, hope all the best wishes are be with her and always in the pink of health :D

today lunch time I will go little India @ brickfield shopping :p

Tuesday..

2011-10-18T19:56:00.001+08:00

morning reached the office, I got this hot chocolate on my table. what a warm surprise from my boss ^^ brought my mama homecook for lunch today ^^

lunch time do a love cebration anniversary wish video clip for laogong..

ok.. me cari pasal :p sometime what we feel might not what other ppl feeling, so communicate is the way to understand both parties better.

dinner at kl Sentral subway.

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yesterday angels bday celebration @ kinder

big thanks to the teachers who were busy cutting cake and take care the children :D sister was on half day leave too, after the celebration we went for banting food and cloth shop ^^

I feel blessed :) I see angels and I see LOVE ^^

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super tired today, driving back home and gonna sleep early zzZz.. @_@

angels

2011-10-16T00:53:00.001+08:00

17102011 my twin angels going to be 5 years old ^^

2 lovely angels are flying in the sky, spreading good news and happiness ^^

angel sees hope with open heart ^^

I believe in angels ^^

sweet dream angel ^^

Thursday

2011-10-13T17:44:00.001+08:00

now is 17:34..

yujet has done his surgery and got to know now he is back to home. thank to God for smooth operation :)

after busy for settling pending job for today, when I feel a little bit relaxed, I had my late tea break - celery + carrot + tomato soup and very yummy nin gou (kuih bakul normally for Chinese new year) from my boss.

when I am thinking what to teach bbb tonight or what story book to read, then I got this surprise!

wahhh.. a thick stack of documents came to me at this going back time ooo.. hmm try to clear this before I go back, coz tomorrow is Friday! hehe :p

ps: team member is hospitalisation and on medical leave for a month, so I got more things to learn, more documents to work with, more project managers to liaise with, more emails to reply ^^

tata! mau kerja dah!

13 the Thursday

2011-10-13T11:00:00.001+08:00

what's special today?

yujet my nephew gone for his small intestine holes closure surgery

having 1 farewell lunch for a not very closed colleague but I am closed to other colleague gang

today is Thursday and my papa and mama and myself this early dark night at 1am+ to confirm, if today is Wednesday or Thursday :p

time flies so fast! mid October now and above is my personal to-do list for this and next week. quite long hmm..

last night royee asked me to prepare time table for him so he knows what time slot to fo what. so I came out this. my drawing is so childish :p

we stick it on the wall. can you see the phone number list? hehe once we got this phone numbers listed for my family members, now bbb are busy calling people and chatting for fun or asking questions - what time are you coming back? how's a-kim baby? wai gong, pls come back to bring us go to the park... or 100+1=? mummy I have done my homework. mummy, gogo beat me oo..

life is beautiful when you expect for unexpected. surprises happen, wishes and dreams become reality, love blossom and happiness build

17/10 twin angels birthday. this sunday am gonna bake many cupcakes and cakes. this sunday I have free facial from shiseido too! this sunday the church celebrates children day! can see children happy faces then :)

this Saturday will see my digo's wedding photos final design draft. will go to buy tv and camera too for his newly renovated house. I want to go for full body massage then sis asked me out to enjoy food before her holiday trip next week :p

how about Friday night? I may get myself a sewing machine!!! wishes come true moment soon! this morning I told my girl girl, mummy will make you are dresses! they were surprised and happy! :p dont know jadi or not la.. but the cloth for my 1st sewing machine opening ceremony has been bought 3 years back hahahha :D

what a exciting weekend I am looking forward

my current iPhone homepage. I see blue sky and hope!

nite time photo log

2011-10-13T10:14:00.001+08:00

These photos taken once I reached home.. ^^ took my phone out, and only said 1.. they gave me a pose, then 2, another pose.. hehe they were so pro can be models next time :D

now only I know, for eva's pose, this is not power rangers but Jesus's cross ^^ she cried last night because I misinterpret it, somemore complained why she always acted like boy :p

children getting taller and taller each day..

siap berjatuh jatuh :D

when I having my dinner, I asked Eva to bring a magazine and look for words that she can recognise and read. then she came out words '小心这个男人' beware of this man. then she drew a girl and a man :p

angel. alone reading books in the room while mummy having dinner :)

cross

they normally hold hands automatically when together ^^

love

mummy closed eyes and opened eyes then snap a pic. continued for 10 posts :p

sexy cute!

shy shy cute!

:D

ok.. sleepy gogo just came in the room.. :p

it is happy in motherhood when children are lovely :p

gambateh!

2011-10-12T13:05:00.001+08:00

what I am up to recently? hehe many things are on my minds, in my hands :p a screenshot for my last week..

after book fest at klcc and logos hope at port klang, still I can buy some interesting books when I drop by popular bookstore. some women cannot see sales on fashionable cloths, shoes, bags.. me? can't go to bookstore! hard to control my expenses in the bookstore :p now everyday reading book marathon and story telling and learning with bbb marathon too! laogong is always complaining, 'buy more books then we need to have more book cabinets' kekeke..

as usual Saturday morning I send angel to her ballet class. then breakfast with my sis if she companies me ^^ recently found out my angel is more independent especially in the ballet class. she prepares herself to the class then change herself after the class and wait for us to pick her up. above pic show she didn't notice us were waiting for her, she waited for her turn to change herself and wait for us at tv area. good gal ^^

Saturday we went to my colleague kampung house for backdated raya open house. the rendang ayam is so yummy! laogong ate a lot :p

the house is at sijangkang. recently, I let children get their own party food and sit down eat by themselves. is time to let children handle themselves and learn to be independent and discipline.

we went for dental checkup after the raya makan makan. children have healthy teeth. and this is the time for royee to change his baby teeth and angels gonna have their big permanent teeth grow. I got my teeth scaling and polishing too! laogong lost his dental card, so he will only do his next time. guess that, it gonna be next year! always delay dental checkup one :S

after the checkup, laogong sent me to aeon bukit tinggi to meet up my mama, and he brought children out for weekend swimming. me and mummy went out for steamboat dinner with my eldest bro and sis in law and my nephew. I see nephew yujet non stop drinking icy water and 100+ and eat this and that, thinking of my children, they quite seldom taking all these cooling drinks (bbb bring their own plain water from home) and eat quite plain food, they get sick or not well if simply eat this and that, so last time I restrict them, now they control themselves. hmm that's different way of raising up children or different families.

Night time laogong n I went to supermarket for children milk and some fruits and food. told husband our children eat not many special foods or outside foods. so we bought hotdog long bread and sausage for them. good nite outing with laogong actually, seldom do this after we moved to bkt31, coz at klang, I have my sis to company me :p

Sunday morning I made them breakfast. mana tau royee doesnt eat sausage, so the long bread + egg for royee without tomato sauce, he didn't like sauce much too. quite rushing, so bbb have their breakfast in the car on the journey to the church for sunday school class. they were happy :)

came back from the church, we have wantan noodle as bbb brunch. this is the 1st time they have this noodle (this stall sells handmade wantan mee) to avoid they dirty up the cloths, I ask them to remove the cloths. Eva can't accept this, so she wears home wear kekeke :p found this scene is so amusing, snap pic of them, wahhh non stop royee and angel 'mummy no! stop taking picture!!!!' :D (btw, I just noticed this pic is not in my iPhone photo album, guess that they deleted the pictures! ohhh.. luckily I have a copy in my Facebook kekekke)

I made this white chocolate + cereal. it is in nice taste, but because it is a bit thick, so I can't get a nice shape of the biscuits.

see the biscuit in odd and messy shape? :p this is bbb late lunch. why the eggs are so yellowish? coz I added 4 egg yolks to 1 full egg :p

this almond slice biscuits need only white eggs :p tell you, this is yummy and once you start eating, you would continue putting the biscuits into your mouth hehe. the biscuits are light the almond is crunchy and the biscuits are sweet :p can do more, only thing is, almond is high cost (to me la) and you need more almonds for the nice biscuits aroma :p

around 3-4pm sunday afternoon, laogong and I have invitation for children magic show! it is so funny and yet creative ideas of the magic show.laogong and I have a food laugh :D

after the magic show, I went out with my sis to have makan makan at aeon bukit tinggi, or we should say, we find reason to go out :p above pic is the free food of the month from Kim Gary quite nice. the juicy tomato and light salty of the cheese, nice combination. can try to do this at home too.

my sis has straighten her hair, made me feel to do the same for my hair too! now I want to keep my hair grow longer, coz my hairstyle now made me look matured or ah-soh! auntie look la.. my sis somemore worse, forward my photo to me and ask who is this old lady? hoh!!!!

ok, need to do something for myself, for my outlook especially, before husband chase me away to old folk house! or before bbb lose interest to mummy! my angels recently always saying this 'politely' - mummy, you fat fat, lose some weight la :S (you must feel weird to see me wearing this with hook in the room :p I felt sooo cool after coming out from the bathroom although I have warm water bath. I wear tracksuit too! :p my neck feeling cool so the cap is on kakaka)

well, no matter what, this is the man (oh boy) who is so interested to my big belly all the time! every morning or night he must come and hide his face and head into my big belly!

till when har he will attach and stick to me? guess that I won't get used to it if he no longer be my baby aiyo.. 6 years, he been rolling on my body, playing around with my big belly, hugging me from my back and top! wanting me to sing for him, hug his like bolster... and next year, we won't be staying together during weekdays. hmm 2 of us must be missing something..

well, talking back about change or make over of myself, if you see the above pic, I was holding a bottle of something.. ya! collagen. my sis asked the pharmacist, what is this collagen for? - to be pretty la! ok ok, sweetiemich wants to be pretty la! and hopefully it works to me la! :p just started drinking everyday, for the 1st weeks is 1 day each, then following week gonna be alternate days. let's see the ugly ducking becoming white swan soon :p (hahaha different species!)

ok, I know for only collagen is not be able to help much. we must work out something. no pain no gain! so.. target set! mission set! time table set!

started to do some exercise daily kekekke :p ok, started with 20 min for the 1st day, then 30min for the 2nd day, hopefully tonight I can increase somemore, the goal is 1 hour exercise everyday. I asked laogong, if I exercise everyday, would you love me more? ok, the answer is neither encouraging nor inspiring - no! I won't! 'harrrr?' you exercise for yourself not for me.

ok ok, forget about this man, get myself more presentable and healthier, then go hunting for better man! hahahhaha :D

flag off! work hard then! gambateh!

mms - winner - me

2011-10-06T13:12:00.001+08:00

yesterday received mail on this announcement

somehow, I feel good when my name = winner :D this contest is to send mms to the organising department, the picture that explains 1 of the 10 values shown above. I sent 2 mms, today, I got to know which is the winning picture via the below announcement.

hahhahaha :D now more office ppl can see my digo's wedding pic :p as my colleague message me 'michelle, so everyone knows marriage is dangerous... ha ha ha'

to me, marriage is not dangerous but marriage carries responsibilities which are not last for year or two but a lifelong commitment. to love and care a partner, you need these values too - simple, trustworthy, creative, brave :)

finger hurt

2011-10-05T09:48:00.001+08:00

my little baby fingernail has peel off :( soooo painful! and my children are too active at every moment, so when they press my hand and fingers awwwww!!!!

come to the office, I have to put the plaster on to avoid direct touching the wound. so I can't press 'ctrl' 'shift' on the left hand side of laptop keyboard, so less efficient at work :( and sometime if accidentally terkena the finger aawww!!!!! guess that this need to wait for at least 3 weeks? ohhhhh..
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last night reach home from work, saw my bbb are writing and drawing, it is blissful ^^

Eva draws a lot recently. and you can tell story from her art piece ^^

angel draw as well, but after she finish, she sometime throw away the drawing and playing it as a toy :( unless my mama quickly paste the draw on the wall, or else all goes to the dustbin :p

last night story telling. angel and Eva eyes gone wet. royee looked sad. I myself got touched with the story :) love it!

when angels were sleeping, royee flipping the little flower book again.. I asked him to find at least 10 words in the book and read for me. in fact, he knows many words!

last night, unwilling to go to sleep, coz I don't want to miss the blissful feeling to be a mummy to my shonejay angels ^^

double bday celebration ^^

2011-10-05T09:13:00.001+08:00

October - a special meaningful and 'expansive' month to me :p bbb are october babies and they are now no more as 'baby' so they are demanding - from cake they want, how they want to celebrate the big day to what to be in the party pack.. well mummy is still a wisely mummy :p fulfil children need and keep big eyes on the bill :p

royee bday celebration on actual day with family members in Cars theme ^^

my bbb big lo.. they chose what to wear to the occasion n want to tight their hairs or not..only mama semakin like ah soh @_@

2nd celebration at the kinder. this is a surprise cake to royee :D

so nice to have bro and sis in the same school. having same memories :)

this is royee's wish, he wanted to celebrate birthday and cut cake together with his banting friends. children are happy ^^

can't find the piano note on happy birthday song, so I tell royee, mummy can't play you the birthday song. 'it's ok mummy, you can play moon represents my heart' :) what a sweet and beautiful request, I played the song twice and children enjoying quietly ^^

well.. 17/10 is around the corner.. still no idea how to celebrate angels birthday huh~~

29092011 morning rush!

2011-09-29T09:17:00.001+08:00

if u want something to warm your morning stomach, you can try this soup combination purple cabbage + cashew nuts + red dates + black sesame powder + Sarawak white pepper + 10 grains = filling morning breakfast that sweat you up! :p

morning breakfast for bbb. this is a bit dry, so after the meal bbb need to drink some plain water. oil free fried wholemeal bread + egg + chicken floss.

Eva requested for the chicken floss bread few days back. so today I use this breakfast to ask her faster go to take bath and get ready :p she loves to smile and be funny recently - love it!

ok.. come to this angel, recently she became a bit lazier and moody. sikit sikit wu~~~ crying for no reason. then everything also very slow action. see, homework in the morning @_@

the boy grows taller and taller. now I am looking for learning center for dyslexic children. to teach me and him to learn to study in their more easy-absorb way of knowledge learning.

happiness of a mother comes from a harmony start of the day ^^

Friday lo!

2011-09-23T09:47:00.001+08:00

before I put on my jeans, I double check if today is Friday. sooo fast! today I am wearing red t-shirts, bbb are in their red uniforms too. then I said 'we are angry birds!' royee said 'we are not angry birds, we are angry human' ohhh.. I know english word 'human' when I was hmm end primary school or secondary school :p

today breakfast I have bread + oil-free fried egg + flaxseeds. I have own made mushroom soup too, added some white pepper, spice up my day!

2 gals have their hair braised today. my maid sis done it. so they look like old style village girls :p

growing up le, the dress also get shorter. they are 17kg 118cm for angel, 18kg 122cm for Eva ^^

latest family pic @ bagan lalang..

..and port Dickson tiara beach resort ^^ plan to print these 2 photos to my sponsored girl at Thailand

see, grow up as pretty teenager ^^ from the primary school to know secondary school, time flies~

ok, pen off here. want to start my office work and enjoy fresh soya milk :D

royee's bottle. I asked him to use another barney design bottle, so I can use this :D the colour combination is nice!

to Mei Mei

2011-09-21T21:49:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to you :)

beautiful pencils

2011-09-21T10:10:00.001+08:00

received this forwards mail. the great creativity. love them so much! the message of this mail is great too!

can you see A-Z?

A PENCIL MAKER TOLD THE PENCIL 5 IMPORTANT LESSONS JUST BEFORE PUTTING IT IN THE BOX :

1.) EVERYTHING YOU DO WILL ALWAYS LEAVE A MARK.

2.) YOU CAN ALWAYS CORRECT THE MISTAKES YOU MAKE.

3.) WHAT IS IMPORTANT IS WHAT IS INSIDE OF YOU.

4.) IN LIFE , YOU WILL UNDERGO PAINFUL SHARPENINGS, WHICH WILL ONLY MAKE YOU BETTER.

5.) TO BE THE BEST PENCIL, YOU MUST ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE HELD AND GUIDED BY THE HAND THAT HOLDS YOU.

We all need to be constantly sharpened. This parable may encourage you to know that you are a special person, with unique God-given talents and abilities. Only you can fulfill the purpose which you were born to accomplish. Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot be changed and, like the pencil, always remember that the most important part of who you are, is what's inside of you and then allow yourself to be guided by the hand of God.

only time

2011-09-21T09:28:00.001+08:00

before anything, Happy Birthday to Mei Mei, my very dear BFF :D 32 years old with 2 lovely babies and a happy family, you are in happiness track to success path :D so do I :p above all, wish you are always in the pink of health to enjoy each of precious happiness moments in life :)

done with birthday wishes. let's share my bbb wishes come true story. night before, royee slept with 2 AA sized batteries. reason being is he found my old time swatch watch, which is fit to his hand. but the problem is, the watch is not functioning coz no battery power. my mum told him we need to replace it with a new battery. so he went and removed his toys battery. my mama and papa felt amused :p my mama said she didn't how to do it, you wait for mama to help you. so he waited me with 2 batteries :p

after seeing this scene, so kesian the poor boy. I decided to buy him watch the following day.

I found these for bbb. cheap cheap one but I know I can cheer the children up with surprise! :D now they start learning about telling time, especially for royee, he can non stop asking ppl time and checking the clock.

see, so happy!

continuous posing with his watch. in fact, I wanted to snap the cute angry birds on his shirt :p

worth for money kekeke to buy children happiness ^^

beh tahan him. 'mummy, tomorrow 6 morning I want to go to school with the watch' siao! 8am class go at 6am!

gal is always tenderly soft n lovely :)

sweet sweet Eva in the cute cloth set that my mama bought from hatyai ^^ angel slept early last night (or I come back too late? :p)

my challenge to them - if they can maintain the watch in good condition till school end this year, then I will bring them to watch shop and buy better watch that they like. let's see :)

education

2011-09-20T09:25:00.001+08:00

“The rule in every school is clear; every child needs to be educated.”

“Not everyone is born smart but they can learn. That is why we need education. No discrimination should exist in our education system.”

quoted from new straits time news reporting about a school at Sarawak locked 3 students in the class to stop them from taking upsr exam so the school can maintain good performance. so sad to see this :(

there is no child with inability to learn, but there is adult who doesn't know how to teach the child with the way the child can learn to the best level. the teaching method used is to suit the children learning approach.

am still find the best way to teach and guide my bbb. 3 children, 3 learning attitudes. parenting tips from some experienced tutors are important. parenting books can provide us ideas too.

children art exhibition

2011-09-19T09:26:00.001+08:00

in saturday morning when laogong sent royee to the art class and I sent angel to ballet class, then the art class teacher pass the certificate from Taiwan to laogong n said 'your child won in the Taiwan drawing competition. laogong got surprise, and when he called me, I got surprise too!

this is the pic of cert that I asked laogong to mms me. can't wait to see what's happening hehe. by the way, we haven't seen the picture. the original piece had been sent over and the teacher has snapped the pic of the drawing. so, will wait for it to show us.

but still, mummy will be suspicious on the truth of the competition. very naughty guessing, what if the art school printed the certificate by themselves and fooling us around? so this morning I google the details.

oh! it is real! and the submission of the art works were few months ago! no wonder I asked royee what he drew, he said don't know oo. below are the details I copied from Taiwan embassy website.

"The 42nd World School Children's Art Exhibition
25 August 2011 - 27 September 2011
14:00 - 21:30
Sunday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday
Venue: Nanhai Gallery (南海藝廊)

The Taiwan's World School Children's Painting Exhibition offers children a platform for creating and appreciating paintings. In participating, children can be immersed in free, open, and playful culture. With an open mind, they can express themselves through painting process, break the language and word boundary, create symbolic situation and master their inner desire. Meantime, they can overcome obstacles about social communication. These become the main reasons why such a kind of painting exhibition has become profoundly popular for many years. We welcome people, especially those who care about and feel interested in art education, to come and watch this exhibition.

Focus: It will put on display works from 42nd exhibition decorated with outstanding honor, and others that won gold, silver, and bronze prizes from oversea competitions. Through the paint-brush of these children, we can then travel around the world and view about these wonders, so that we can have appreciated the diversified and rich world of marvel."

the exhibition is for age group 6-15. so, hopefully royee can work harder, think creatively to get more selected merit in future :) the award can build up children confidence level too!

he loves to draw and write. so, my mama house and my house, lots of piece of papers flying here and there. good one, creative one, heart attracting one, I laminate the art piece and keep in the 2-rings file.

this one, is in my office, love the windy feel ^^

mid sept

2011-09-14T09:25:00.001+08:00

so fast! come to mid sept then another few months to year end!

can start planning where to go for Christmas :p last time, every Christmas we go hatyai Thailand. then when we go singapore. hopefully very soon years, we can go foreign countries to celebrate White Christmas ^^

few good stories to share. our online @sunny Market got 1st customer :D well, we didn't put much effort and waiting for customer to come, so now we got the surprise :p another one is, my er sao's baby can see the heartbeat le! yesterday my Digo was a bit worried coz got pink spotting. wish for best health for the cutie little one and my er sao can eats well. serious morning sickness, poor girl.

another story, this morning sis shared at last she and her hubby have mutual agreement on having a baby :D hopefully they got their baby soon, then I can become yi-ma to the little one :D excited! in fact I have packed some 2nd baby cloths to give out to friends, since now gonna be new born in my family, I will keep the cloths 1st. al are my favourite oo :)

well, reaching office, another busy but peaceful day (hopefully). yesterday can listening to songs while completing a big stack of documents. life is about how you choose the best out of the worst. dont you think so? :D

tata!

8-15

2011-09-12T18:55:00.001+08:00

today is 15th of month 8.. ya, happy mid-autumn festival! miss to eat mooncake now! ya now! but where to buy har, lazy to go to the supermarket when the time I reach banting. hmm..

tried this mooncake. the only mooncake I had this year. not buying n baking mooncake this year, coz want to avoid eating too sweet.

gone for pesta tanglung last Saturday in 1 of the church members childcare center. bbb enjoyed it! 1st time for 4 of us to celebrate this festival with Christian brothers n sisters.

bbb sing very loud :D 让爱住你家

I let them take their own favourite party foods. is time to let them learn to serve themselves ^^

everyone is waiting for this - go around the neighbourhood with their favourite tanglung.

unfortunately, when everyone is ready, then raining! hoh.. children are ao disappointed. and they walk the tanglung in the house compound.

they do enjoy the night ^^

me too learned about the meaning of this festival, how parents love their children, their great love.. and how children suppose to contribute to the family and love the parents. it is all about reunion and LOVE

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today, I edit my blog skin. previous one was about sunny sunshine hope. this time, I would prefer some inner peace and enjoying life and love feel ^^

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few wedding dinner marathon coming on my way. and I involve in my digo's wedding preparation too. so, am everyday, swimming in the love sea of happiness :p

love my er sao smile :)

and ya! my er sao (2nd sis in law) is pregnant :D so excited for this. and I myself few times dream of my baby is kicking in my big belly! oohhh how I want to have another baby to experience pregnancy, breastfeeding, new born again!

well, big no-no from hubby, so keep the imagination in dream. laogong is working outstation now, so don't worry, I won't be naughty to do some tricky stuff like steal sperm :p

wish my laogong, happy mooncake festival yo! if cant get to see the round moon tonight, or tired to go out from the hotel room to see the sky, can go to Facebook and checkout my pictures - round big face like moon yo!

中秋节快乐！

seed

2011-09-06T00:06:00.001+08:00

today I told my children they are seeds. seed that waiting to grow up to become a big tree.

teachers' teaching is to water the seed.
parents' guidance is to remove all the pest and weeds.
do homework, learning new knowledge, traveling is to fertilise.
Jesus's love is the sunshine.

I just wanted my children to be good boy and gals ^^

rest a while

2011-08-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

my usual homepage of iPhone..

what is missing?

on the way back home today, with a full big stomach after buka puasa meal at the hotel, a thought splash in. I have spent time in talking and listening to people, I have neglected the private session with God, to learn His words.

last evening, a colleague of mine shared her story with me. the pain, the hurt feeling, the sadness that she has gone through made me respect her. with her story and her faith, I see God's work on her, I see God's love and blessing. at the same time, I see the lacking of myself. I take thing for granted, I am so blessed with all the happiness and easiness in life. compare to her, I told myself, I need to grow. appreciate life more.

this is the message I sent to her. I feel to hug her, support her, comfort her, but.. I only pray for her.

so, I read this before, we always asking God for this and that, we want God to listen to our prayer, we hope God can fulfil our demand.. but, have you paid enough time to listen to God's words? have we tried to do what He wants us to do? hmmm..

tonight, I want to turn to be a child, with the pure and simple mind and heart, I go near to Him.

我要專心仰賴你
不倚靠自己的聰明
在所行的事都要認定你
我要專心跟隨你
不倚靠自己的能力
在所行的路你必指引
將你的話語繫在頊項上
刻在心版上
主啊我站立敬畏你
你是道路真理和生命
走近你心意
獻上一切主啊我尊榮你

old story

2011-08-18T09:25:00.001+08:00

hehe.. recently when my mama and Digo houses are under renovation, so many old stuff come up and remind us our old stories :)

my mama with her wedding gown and shoes.. the hand gloves and ribbon still in good condition!

my mama made her own wedding gown. papa n mama together went to buy all the cloth, the total cost was less than rm50 - 37+ years ago. now, the gown is still in good condition, but my mama run out of shape :p

the wedding pic. my papa is handsome^^ I asked my mama, wang hantaran tak cukup ar? why no smile one? :p

^^ last time, ppl took wedding pic on their wedding day. so can imagine how the new couple of husband n wife feeling on marriage, new beginning, my future gonna depends on your future.. all sorts of feeling, ya, maybe this is the reason my mum got no smile :) my guess la..

well.. now I know why I like to take photography, I like to keep old things.. inherited from my papa n mama :p for the stuff in mu secret room, going to be packed in boxes and move to my own bkt31 house. many more work to do.. many more memories refreshed!

new colours!

2011-08-12T09:22:00.001+08:00

these few weeks my papa house and Digo house are under contraction :) papa house is having new painting coat and my Digo house doing renovation of the kitchen and repaint the house. so the mess and dirt at home hmmm...

the living hall, nite and day time colour reflection are different. I like the almond white at the living hall :) the light yellow at the rest area has the dimmer effect, so now my mum won't be dizzy of the direct bright light when watching tv. she claims she has better sleep quality at night ^^

the store room with new cabinet. the wall is almond white colour. look brighter now the store room.

more organised :)

the new shoes cabinet. the exterior wall is in beige colour. compare to the previous pure white, now you can see the difference :)

so the house is in the mess, those old stuff now can get chance to breath :p these are the plates my papa bought for us 4 siblings. now, handover to my children. almost 30 years of childhood memory, now share with my children ^^ have the thought, what I am doing, giving the best and beautiful stuff to children, were what my parents did for us when we were young. so, what I have done for my bbb now, hopefully they can do for their future babies :)

so we found old toys too. the boy got frustrated, when the block is too much or too little for him to build a nice pyramid. geram at himself. then I asked him go to sleep, if not, non stop bising ooo.

more to go before the house get settled down. mama is tired, children are busy (busybody), papa's money out only :p most important, the members of the house are in happiness of family love. all worth!

Monday lunch :)

2011-08-08T13:57:00.001+08:00

supposed to have a pic on today yummy lunch box, but I accidentally deleted the pic :p my Digo cooked very yummy vegetable curry. most of the time, I bring mama homecook lunch box to the office. now thinking, if I can cook fresh healthy meal for my lunch box and papa's lunch at home. then, what time I need to wake up? :p

bought this organic jumbo sized raisins last weekend. quite yummy. not that I want to go for truly organic diet, I bought this coz rm19 free another pack of the raisins (quite a lot). this is much cheaper than the normal mini pack of raisins I eat in the office. sometime, 1 day 1 box of rm1 to rm1.60.

just now I spring cleaning my office cabinet. oh, more spaces for backup food then hahaha :D see, I have Black soya bean powder, oats, tea bags and tea from Tibet too!

after that, I went for the vegetable soup.

the creamy pumpkin, carrot, celery soup. yum yum!

see this at 1 of the office level entrance nice oooo!!

ok, back to work. btw, I still having these yummy foods from china and hong kong :D souvenir from my boss too! so, don't worry, I won't get hungry in the office. full of food and energy ya!!! :D

08082011

2011-08-08T09:24:00.001+08:00

yo! good morning :D

morning breakfast for my papa n myself :)

together with a cup of celery + apple + oligo honey + flaxseed juice :D

ya, long time no blog le! my supervisor shall be back to the office today, after a week of acting, a week of standby mode to FIGHT in the war :p today I feel relaxed. hmm for the whole week, there was big hu-ha once that involved big bosses, the rest are small matters that were within my capability to solve :p anyway, there is a list of nearly 30 points recorded to be highlighted to my boss :p

today is shiyi's bday :) today is also my sis and Bruce 3 years anniversary :D ya, 2 of them are in bukit tinggi highlands now, love love ya! they may go other highlands today to complete their 3 days 2 nights love outing. wish them in the pool of love sweetness, forever n ever and won't get diabetic la :p

talking about diabetic, recently we found fruit jam and nectar for my papa. so he now can taste sweetness in his food happily. last night he told me 'ohh.. I gained weight now' :p try to prepare different type of foods and drinks for him. I found many recipe blogs on sugar-dairy-wheat-gluten free foods preparation. this is not only suitable to my papa, but my sis too! my sis just found out what her vaginal and urine infection can be with her for 2+ years - food intake! she shouldn't take cheese, sugar, wheat, fish.. those acidic type foods. so now is time for her to change - eat like cow! grass only kekeke :p

this is what I prepared in Saturday night - 10 grains rice and tofu based steamed fillet. quite yummy and fresh. the carrot and capsicum are fresh and juicy. but my sis didn't want to eat at home, went out pastor and eat outside :( will try this recipe again, and let my papa and mama taste it :)

I baked strawberry muffins on sunday. my mum said the muffins were sweet! so I didn't try it. laogong bought few for his colleague. my mum bought mini muffins for my nephew. the rest, sapu by my children :D

tata! update more in other posts, need to read back my previous posts so I can continue all those unfinished stories :p many things to share, you can see my Facebook photos upload ^^

recipe for happiness

2011-07-25T00:45:00.001+08:00

papa is having diabetes and sis is having infection - no sugar or less sugar for their menu. every weekday morning I prepare vegetable soup for papa, so he has more choices and colors for breakfast :)

pumpkin + carrot

bitter gourd + pumpkin + black sesame

papa and brother have high blood pressure too! so ingredient choices are to reduce bp, blood sugar level, increase good cholesterol ^^

weekend I bake or steam some sugarless or less sugar recipe, or non sugar added homemade soya bean or bean soups so papa and sis can have variety of food choices :)

red beans + barley + red dates

banana + dark chocolate chips cupcakes

bbb are exploring on new food and vegetables, so I always make way to add vege or new food to their food. besides, we can do some art work in the kitchen, cute shapes and mould for the vege :) Eva is after her eyes surgery and she has bad digestion system - more carrot and oats in porridge or meal ^^ royee is difficult to try new food color and taste - so devil mummy always blend pumpkin and cook 'yellow porridge' or any special colours porridge :p angel is not fussy about food, she eats everything ^^

mixed herbs added roasted chicken for homemade chicken rice ^^

laogong loves soup and curry, bro in law doesnt eat fish. bbb likes rice. sis wants less rice... for my mama, she only eats what she loves to eat, no control no restriction one >.< so I help to buy more food supplements for her. joint formulas, hormone balance, multivitamins...

for myself, not much demand. family members are in the pink of health, then I have the best recipe for my happiness :D

ps: feel free to share with me good and healthy recipe ya. easy steps better, new beginner ma :p

praise dance class

2011-07-23T11:09:00.001+08:00

been wanting to pay a visit to this class held at the church I attend weekly. the class is in Saturday 8:30-9:30am.

last night I slept early, so this morning, we managed to go to the church, and see this.. wahhh a group of old and young are doing exercise and praising God as well! :)

am lucky to have children who are very good attitude in learning and they are very proactive and supportive on new skills and knowledge learning.

for all the music class, drawing class and ballet class, all are requested by them. my colleague said I spoilt my children, hmm maybe you don't know, for the classes to be enrolled, I would at least let them wait and ask for 1 year. royee music class enrolled after 2 years of begging. drawing class a year. ballet class since age 2+ and 5 years old only confirmed.

the only 2 classes I would force them to go if they sometime are lazy or tired - kinder class and sunday school :) these two no tolerance. but 98% classes, I have no problem with them, they prepare themselves for their chosen classes ^^ so I shouldn't be complaining 'oh, how tired I am to take care my children' right? :p

so after the trial class for the praise dance, we have decided to go for the class every Saturday morning. royee said 'mummy, I want to join the class! not only we can have healthy exercise, we can praise the Lord too!' angels 'ya ya! me too!'

although 3 of them weekend classes are at 3 different locations, but I will arrange the schedule so children can get involved in healthy and fun learning lifestyle. with laogong help then should be ok ^^

8:30 - 9:30 praise dance
9:30 - 11 royee drawing
10 - 11 Eva music class, angel ballet class

yo! at least I have something for myself now :D and so lucky one, I can have class with my children now hehe :p may get my sis to join to, so we can have breakfast together when angel is in her ballet class ^^

sunny yellow day ^^

2011-07-19T10:53:00.001+08:00

after a week of leave taken, yesterday in the office was a bit busy with those pending works and emails! now everything needs to be back to normal routine and wait for next follow up for eva's eyes.

today breakfast for my papa and myself - tomato + carrot + cashew nuts + oats + flaxseed + mix herbs

durian season. myself and papa eaten lots of durians. angel and Eva love durians too! bcoz of this, guess that papa's blood sugar level gone high. the wound on his foot is not ok for weeks. hmm...

my Digo married already! a very happy news for tiew family :D this is the drawing from Eva to my Digo and sis in law. can see the bride carries the flowers :D

night time drawing by royee. he loves to draw, but don't have great technique. I love his imagination and creative thinking. 'together we go to the church with your heart' can you see the heart man? :p

morning drawing. he is happy with the transformer pencil case set given by his music class teacher after his performance in graduation ceremony :)

time flies, 2 years junior course done. now he is at advanced class. asked him want to stop or not, he wants to continue. so continue paying money and sending him for his interest >.<

about our online store, we do it for interest. but then after few days no enquiry and business, our passion ada kena siram sikit @_@ we know everything also start from 1st step then slowly only we walk straight then only can run. so wait for our 1st customer to turn up. as my sister said, once we have the 1st business, then we can close shop already hahaha :D

ok. better work hard in the office, since online store no income at all :p

Thursday

2011-07-14T09:27:00.001+08:00

最溫暖的事不是兩個人的擁抱；
最溫暖的事，是我在低谷時你能為我禱告！

1st working day of the week. thinking of last night and this morning I been having hard time to put the eyedrop and eye cream for eva, am tired and worried about her post-surgery condition. guess that her emotion status is not good, last night she just colored the piece of paper with only pencil. so we can only see grey-black on the paper. no drawing but color till both hands got black too. hmm. too small for the ops?

she is still having double vision. but the distance between 2 points are close. hope this is temporarily condition after surgery. the eyes are red, and her eyes looks tired.

pictures taken as requested by her, want to see how serious the eyes are then only want to put the eye cream. last night she sings 'thank you papa mama' :) hopefully she can feel our love and care for her.

eyes got swollen.

closed and eye and completed 5 homework. with 1 eye, she won't see the shadow.

hmmm.. will arrange the meet up with the specialist to train the brain to use the eyes muscles effectively. the surgery is not the end point.. more meet up and training to go.. lining up I have angel's weak fingers to treat..

huh~~

the change

2011-07-12T10:01:00.001+08:00

12072011 is my gogo 37 years old birthday, and the day when Eva needs for a change ^^

6+am we are ready to go to the hospital.

at the registration counter at day care surgery, the cream is to numb the hand skin

take her weight. she is 18kg today

change the gown

take the blood pressure and pulse reading

waiting to go to the OT

small slippers for her at the monitoring room

while waiting..

she is in the cooperative good mood :)

this pic taken after few minutes away with mummy. in the OT pre/post waiting room.

after cucukan.. after this, away from mummy n gone for the surgery..

kisses for u Eva :*

9:54am waiting eva at sdmc

a day to remember

2011-07-12T00:39:00.001+08:00

11072011 big decision I made for my gal

Sunday nite we overnight at bkt31

Monday morning I bring her to see eyes specialist. in the car, she discovers the front speaker made sounds

in the hospital. when focus far she has double vision, so she stands near to the tv n watches mr bean show

I gone for breast ultrasound at the same time. feeling not ok with my left breast. result is the bijih in my breast harmless.

confirm the schedule for her both eyes surgery 12072011

reached home at 4pm we slept till 8pm

hairwash for her as requested by doctor. few days after the surgery cannot wash hair.

simple action, but both of us know, we do it for a purpose. my heart is heavy.

conditioned the hair. after this, she goes dinner with papa - 7 sticks of satay n ketupat.

asking for durian too. have to fast from 12am. durian is the last meal or the day.

prepared her for the operation. the class teacher called too.

she is a very strong gal. she is ready. once she knows the surgery day is confirmed, she non stop comforting herself and praying quietly. having confidence with her :)

as what the teacher said, for this young age to go thru this, she gonna have different mental development in the future. ya, I hope she is strong n tuff in the future. and I hope, my decision for her is right. pray for the best ^^

f.r.I.d.a.y

2011-07-08T09:28:00.001+08:00

e-ha! Dorae-baba is here! hehe doraemon + alibaba :p

konichiwa! o-genki desu ka?
genki desu! anatawa ekaga desuka?

:D this is what I teach my bbb in this raining morning. 'hello! how are you?' 'good! how about u?' in Japanese language. if I am not mistaken la har :p

sometime I would think that what I learnt in the past is very useful when I become a mummy. songs that I know, stories that I listened, news and silly jokes... all can be shared with bbb especially when I want them to sit still and behaved :p last night I shared with them why we eat rice dumplings in duanwu festival and day before, I told them the 3 dogs in my life ^^

this morning I read for them the news about the mad man went in the kinder with parang. hmmm the world is full of crazy news. look at the crying parents, can't imagine how they feel in the 6 hours - children get hurt? hungry? scared? hmmm sad.

today am in blue shirt n jeans. thinking of my left breast not feeling comfortable made me headache. one comes with another. well, life challenges, take them and overcome them, then feel the blessing and grace of God's love :)

morning half day having department communication session, afternoon half day will sit in auditorium to get inspired by Malaysian great woman.

no roadblocks today, what a surprise. see ya!

office laptop current autoset wallpaper :)

quiet moment

2011-07-07T13:54:00.001+08:00

hmmm now is lunch time, the office is so quiet. can hear the aircond sound clearly.

this is my all time favourite. now eating this n typing blog with my iPhone. for long time I don't update my blog using computer :) just uploaded few pic on my mama's bday, and u can see my new sister in law - a quiet, shy and lovely gal ^^ and my size can make 2.5 of her :p

my Digo's marriage registration day is on my mama 56th bday. so I asked my mama 'any other wishes for you seem like you have all wishes completed' my mama said 'health. I want all of us are in good health' :)

ya, from the pic you can see me have cut my hair short. now is at shoulder length. so now I can wash my hair as I suka, don't need to worry if I have enough time to dry my hair. but still, I need to adjust myself for using lesser shampoo and hair treatment oil. last time everything was double up for my hair :p

hehe see the hair length enough, don't see my chubby round face :p pic taken after the hair cut.

well, need to get back to work. may have changes on ppl and work rearrangement in the office, hopefully it gonna be a good one. have confirmed the appointment with eva's doctor, so hopefully no roadblocks for my journey to the hospital this Saturday, dislike the traffic jams.

a book I shared last nite with bbb. it tells in adult life, we have so many happy and sad moment, funny and quiet moment, playful and serious feeling.. and we need to go thru it and take it as part of our 'life jobs' - this is the hidden message I got it after reading the books ^^

hu!hu! thursday!

2011-07-07T13:32:00.001+08:00

e-ha! this is the 1st day I work for this week, and today is Thursday dah~

today soup - carrot + cucumber + flaxseed + black sesame - smooth n refreshing :D hope papa likes it la. the siew pao and egg tart is backup food for today. heavy jams coz of police roadblock :(

yesterday n day before I gone for training.

ya, 6 thinking hats. It is a thinking tool that helps you think in more organised way. plan to teach my children on this, the more thinking tools we learned, the more we can use out brain system and thinking in better way.

Monday I was on leave, took Eva to go kl for lazy eyes checking. a new place to explore, so 2 of us walking quite a lot, even needs to use gps to be guided to our destination :p

total 3 trains x2 we were taking. n few times the gal fall down :( she fells quite a lot recently especially when she is tired. can't figure out the actual distance with the tired eyes.

checking eyes reading ability. 6/9.

if you can see, she is wearing the red and green spec n sitting in dark room. to check how serious is the double vision. the left and right image. from this, the doctor can estimate how close the eyes muscles need to be pulled to adjust the eye balls.

this is to see the focus point of her eyes. the current position and the suppose to be position. they were many more professional tests done to know the actual condition of her eyes. didn't snap pic, coz doctor wanted show me how serious it is.

done with the clinic, I dropped by my office to have lunch with colleague As. this is the pic taken at office ground floor.

go back home. she was excited. but I was a bit down. thinking of the next appointment to set her surgery schedule hmmm..

bought a wafer to sweeten her mood ^^

hu!hu! thursday!

2011-07-07T09:29:00.001+08:00

again, Friday!

2011-07-01T09:11:00.001+08:00

wearing red t-shirt n jeans today. been falling sick n busy with month end closing. 1st day of the month, gonna do few reports on kpi achievement before I can enjoy my weekend. many todo list on hand, still scheduling. havent visited Mei Mei's little baby gal, guess that she going to finish her 2 months maternity leave. what a not-very-good good friend :(

this is today breakfast hot soup for my papa - pumpkin + onion + 10grains + flaxseed. my papa confirmed having diabetes. he is so down about this. he been controlling his diet from the day doctor suspected him got diabetes. last night he shared with me the menu that doctor given to him. hmmm there is tight limit to all he can eat. will try to browse on net, more interesting recipe and menu for him.

Eva is in the pic. 1 of the main reasons I love this kinder is, children have chance to go outdoor and enjoy their fun learning time under the hot sun :)

yesterday Eva have her music class concert at klang. I can only watch it from the camera movie clip :( on the way back home, I feel demotivated. why I can't join my children learning and proud moment and everything need to go thru after event photos n video :S

anyway, today I will call up the eyes specialist clinic to make appointment to see eva's eyes in next week. is time to help the poor little one. this morning she was still sleeping when i left the house.I dont want to wake her up and hope she has enough sleep, so she can have clearer eyesight in the class. must be very tired preparing for the concert.

again, I think to cut my hair short. don't want to be busy with my hair. want to maximise my freetime for more beneficial tasks ^^

happy Friday!

Tuesday sick

2011-06-28T09:57:00.001+08:00

like today soup sunny yellow colour :) combination of tomato, carrot, cashew nuts, flaxseed, mixed dry herbs. the taste? don't know yet, am so busy with my runny nose @.@

on the way to the train station, can't stand on the flu. stop at the roadside clinic, see doctor for flu, sore throat medicine. n guess what? the clinic charged me rm84. this is relatively high compare to normally rm20-35 charges of these kinds of symptoms. so, to me, no trustworthy punya klinik. the cost charged to my insurance card, but still, pls be honest in doing business.

so hardworking me, sick still go work? hmm month end closing, better settle it ad this is my responsibility. next week, I will take leave to bring Eva to see eyes specialist. yup, laogong n I decided to cancel our end July travel trip, to free my leave and our travel cost. promised to bbb, I will take a day off to bring them to theme park, maybe, before Eva eyes surgery (if it is really necessary for the ops).

this is the normal eye ball position when the eyes focus on the camera hole.

so this is Eva focusing the camera when her eyes are normal - focus correctly, eye balls at the center position, and single image of object she sees.

this is when her eyes are tired. squint eyes u can see. in fact, she is focusing to my camera, but you can see the eyes are not lively. and the hidden secret - she sees things in double images. the double vision always make her to close 1 eye, so she sees only 1 image and not to confuse herself - which is real, which is shadow.

ok, this time closing I am feeling pressure, coz I want to do it fast, right at the 1st time. and am non stop thinking of Eva :( when she showing me the peace-victory sign with her 2 fingers, I feel heartache. coz she does this when she sees 2 me :~